Wednesday, October 25, 2006

zul, posted @ 8:47 AM

Tuesday, October 17, 2006
i'm down everytime i listen to "Aku Bukan Pilihan Hatimu".... juz read the lyrics... the song reali describe the state i'm in rite now.. but no one understands... i guess....
"Properly observing the fast brings on a comfortable feeling of peace and calm. It also allows Muslims to practice self-discipline, sacrifice, as well as sympathy for those who are less fortunate, which in turn makes Muslims more generous and charitable."
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Ungu - Shalawat
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Salatu 'Llah salamu 'Llah
'ala Taha rasuli 'Llah
Salatu 'Llah salamu 'Llah
'ala Yasin habibi 'Llah
Tawassalna bi-bismi 'Llah
Wa bi 'l hadi rasuli 'Llah
Wa kulli mujahidi 'l-li 'Llah
Bi-ahli 'l-badri Ya Allah
Salatu 'Llah salamu 'Llah
'ala Taha rasuli 'Llah
Salatu 'Llah salamu 'Llah
'ala Yasin habibi 'Llah
Ilahi sallimi 'l-ummat
Min al-a'ffati wa 'n-niqmat
Wa min hammi wa min ghummat
bi-ahli 'l-badri Ya Allah
Salatu 'Llah salamu 'Llah
'ala Taha rasuli 'Llah
Salatu 'Llah salamu 'Llah
'ala Yasin habibi 'Llah
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zul, posted @ 1:28 AM

Thursday, October 12, 2006
HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY SIS!

even though i always dun share my problems n secrets wif u, u're still the best company i haf especially wen no one wants to go town wif me...
love ya!
oh yea.... happy 1st birthday to dat fat cat too...
"Selamat tinggal kasih
Sampai kita jumpa lagi
Aku pergi takkan lama
Hanya sekejap saja
Ku akan kembali lagi
Asalkan engkau tetap menanti"
zul, posted @ 10:43 AM

Wednesday, October 11, 2006
some ppl said dat the only way to make someone love u is to juz show dat u love them and eventually dat someone will feel ur love for them and realise how much they mean to u...
but wat happen wen u've been very concern n loving dat someone sincerely but u feel like u dont get anything in return? even though they might have told u dat u're loved by them, u still cant feel their love for u... u dont even know if they care about u... wats more wen they promised u dat u'll never lose them... but then u feel dat u're drifting apart.... was the promise reali is a promise? or janji tinggal janji? isnt it heartbreaking....
i know... been there, done dat..
n others said dat love requires sacrifices... if u're not willing to sacrifice for the one u love, then u're not ready to be in love. how true can dat be? i dunno...
i guess its better for me to stop dreaming.... dreaming for something dat i know it wont come true.. i know... i'm so stubborn..... i'm too much... who am i anyway?
i'm so tired of putting on dis "smiley-face mask"....
"Namun harus kuakui
Sukar untuk lepaskanmu
Akhirnya aku undur diri
Demi dia dan kamu"
but wat ever it is, you'll always be in my heart and i'll always be here for you... i'll still stand as a pillar in your life if you let me to... and if you can still agree with me bout dis, nothin can break dis special bond we have.. coz i'm also sure dat you'll never lose me. never...
"harus slalu kau tau
kumencintamu disepanjang waktuku
harus slalu kau tau
semua abadi untuk slamanya"
i'll do anything juz to make you happy... this is my sacrifice for you...
"How can I promise you forever when tomorrow is so far away from me? How can I dry your tears when I have a bleeding heart inside of me? how can I ever forget you when your name is etched so deep within me?"
zul, posted @ 3:33 AM

Wednesday, October 04, 2006
"The greatest distance on earth is not north and south, it is when I am right in front of you and you do not know that I love you."
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Ungu - Aku Bukan Pilihan Hatimu
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jika memang diriku
bukan lah menjadi pilihan hatimu
mungkin sudah takdirnya
kau dan aku takkan mesti bersatu
harus slalu kau tau
kumencintamu disepanjang waktuku
harus slalu kau tau
semua abadi untuk slamanya
[chorus]
karena kuyakin cinta dalam hatiku
hanya milikmu sampai akhir hidupku
karena kuyakin disetiap hembus nafasku
hanya dirimu satu yang slalu kurindu
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zul, posted @ 3:49 AM

Tuesday, October 03, 2006
so hows the new skin? juz a simple n clean one... the pic at the top was from Gigi's album cover.. inspired from there n also since we're still in the month of Ramadan... i actuali did 2 other skin but they didnt turn out rite... so i juz had to scrap it n maybe use either one of it the next time... so if anyone having problem browsing wif dis new skin, pls let me noe... dis skin is pretty bright den all those previous one rite... but dat doesnt mean im having a great life here....
theres still dis turbulence inside my head... i dunno wats going on.... i dunno y... i dunno wats happening to me... i juz dunno... so pls let me know....
pls dont make me feel useless....
i know i didnt ask for bad things to happen...
where are you?
"Sometimes, all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart that understands."
zul, posted @ 4:24 AM
