Thursday, September 28, 2006
i got my hp back!!
n its ok now!
which is at dis moment... hope it wont cause any problem again...
i dunno wat to blog about actuali... juz dat im very bored even wen im having my holidays..
b4 i forgot, juz wanna say happy fasting to all Muslim...
n congratz to Hady Mirza for winning the Singapore Idol title..
dats all for now... will update again soon... meanwhile, enjoy sum songs by Ungu n Gigi specially for the month of Ramadan... :)
"Giving away a heart can hurt ... having a broken heart can be life threatening, even to the strongest people. But, receiving one is the greatest gift."
zul, posted @ 3:15 AM
Monday, September 25, 2006
I is
overreacting(v)
-Reacting with unnecessary or inappropriate force, emotional display, or violence.
but still
disappointed(adj)
-Thwarted in hope, desire, or expectation.
"Some people say the worst way to miss someone is when they are right next to you and you know you can't have them, but it's worse when you thought you didn't want them anymore and then all of a sudden you realize you can't live without them."
zul, posted @ 12:46 AM
Thursday, September 21, 2006
theres sumthin inside me... sumthin evil.. a voice dat keeps repeating.... asking me to stop having dis beautiful feeling coz it seems impossible.. but on the other hand, the heart juz wanna keep it going n its impossible for it to stop...
please dont let dis heart break again...
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Samsons - Kenangan Terindah
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Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang t'lah hilang
Darimu yang mampu menyanjungku
Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun aku mampu
Untuk mengenangmu
Darimu kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku kaulah cinta sejati
Chorus:
Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau
Kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang t'lah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
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"How can I forget you when your always on my mind? How can I not want you when your all I want inside? How can I let you go when I can't see us apart? How can I not love you when you control my heart?"
zul, posted @ 1:24 AM
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
1) Name someone with the same birthday as you.
Bill Gates?
2) When was your first date?
never been on a date... pathetic rite.. i noe...
3) Have you ever seriously vandalised someone else's property?
the school table
4) Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
nope.. except for my sis...
5) Have you ever sang infront of a large number of people?
yup.. a few times in a wedding...
6) What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
her smile
7) What do you usually order from starbucks?
i usually go Coffee Bean
8) What is your biggest mistake?
to fall for a fren... but it was nice..
9) Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
yup.. dat letter E..
10) Say something totally random about you?
i'm emo
11) Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
nope.. but sum1 said i haf the look to be a celebrity...
12) Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
yep
13) Did you have braces?
nope... but wish i had...
14) Are you comfortable with your height?
yes
15) What is the most romantic thing someone of the opposite sex has said to you?
"I can't bear to take the risk of being with you in a relationship, facing breakup and then losing you completely." n "Your care and concern towards me makes you have a special place in my heart." ok.. dats 2 actually....
16) When do you know it's love?
when i get love in return...
17) Do you speak any other languages?
malay, indon?
18) Have you ever been to a tanning salon?
there is always the sun...
19) What magazines do you read?
sentiasa Manja~
20) Have you ridden in a limo?
yes.. in a game... i even drove it..
21) Has anyone you were really close with passed away?
yup
22) Do you watch mtv?
hanya di MTV Jus~
23) What's something that really annoys you?
techno!
24) What's something you really like?
my cat
25) Do you like SITI NURHALIZA?
nope... coz shes married to Mr K... n coz i love you..
26) Can you dance?
does headbanging consider dance?
27) Do you have a handphone? what model and who bought it for you?
yep.. my being repaired Nokia 3250! my dad bought it..
28) Have you ever been rushed by an ambulance?
all the time... coz my dad is an ambulance driver.. n also the time when i dislocated my wrist in skool... my dad brought me to the hospital too.. lol
29) What do you wish for?
a perfect life
30) Anything you wanna say to your friends?
my bday is on 28 oct!!
31) Do you have a credit card? master or visa?
does Nets counts?
32) Do you have a hobby?
i collect money... i mean those old notes which are now very rare.. i like saving money too... but i'm not stingy ok.. ;)
33) Have you learned any talent recently?
does driving a car counts? i learnt how to do reverse parking! yea! :D
34) Did you received any gift recently?
yes! its dis tiger plush toy wearing a leather jacket wif a red scarf around its neck, a snow cap n a goggle... haha.. so cute... its from Esso by the way... lol
35) any last word?
i love you coz u made me feel special...
"How I wish I could be there with you, but distance has kept us apart. Apart physically, but in spirit, you are always in my heart."
zul, posted @ 1:24 AM
Saturday, September 16, 2006
lets get jiwang! yea! n let kak syiqin's bulu roma ternaik!! lol!!
aniway, i wanna dedicate dis song to you...
so its *hint*
holiday again!! *hint* n im pretty sure dat i'll be spending most of my time rotting at home.... maybe i can consider taking a part-time job.... hmm... still thinking bout it... n my hp was sent for repair... it got warded at Wheelock Place Hospital... n will be discharged probably on Monday... hahaha... hope it will not cause any more problem.. coz i simply love dat hp...
so dats all for now... be sure to see me complaining dat im bored thru out dis holiday!
"Heartbreak brings us immense pain and suffering but in reality we must realize that it brings us one step closer to the one we are destined to be with."
zul, posted @ 1:15 AM
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
i am so FUCK UP rite now!
1 gd thing happened... n dat is my exam is over.... n i'll be having 5 weeks of holiday...
but in return i get sum bad luck?
wtf!! firstly it was msn... was having difficulty logging in.. but den i found d solution to it which was to turn off my firewall... n d worst thing happened hours later.. d service was down... coz i've been told dat many ppl cant log in to their msn too...
n den d "best" thing happened... my hp is having fun... no network signal, means i cant make or receive calls n send or receive messages..... sounds like fun rite........ n to add more fun to it, it also restarts automatically...
FUCK LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im like half dead n my world is shrinking wen msn was down n my hp is still giving me problems.... dammit!!!!!!!
"Loving someone you can never have is like having blood flowing through every part of you, except your heart."
zul, posted @ 12:25 AM
Thursday, September 07, 2006
helo blog... how r u? i noe u're bored... n u muz haf missed me rite.... but u still noe dat i miss her more den u miss me... i noe u do.... haiz.... but wat can i do.... i wish u can tell me how... but u're juz a damn f*cking blog! now let me update u!! argh~!!!!!!!!!!
*zul is crazy*
d families wen to Kulai over d weekend... stayed overnight on Saturday n d next day we wen for my so called cuzzin's wedding b4 heading home... it was kinda fun... Pak Ngah is always funny.... n during dat wedding, Pak Ngah n my other cuzzin requested my sis to sing.... n so me n my sis sang Dua Insan, originally by M. Nasir n Yunizar Hussein.... while singing, i kinda realise dat many ppl actuali stop doing wat they were doing, except for eating, to watch us sing... d best thing was, it wasnt a karaoke... but it was live band.... not dat kinda typical band bawah blk... but i can say dat dis band is professional... they got bout 5 books of lyrics, n they can play any song dat u choose from dat book anytime u want... n mind u, i think there was bout 300+ songs altogether... n they dun haf to read their guitar cords or musical notes to play ur choosen song.... they can remember them all... cool rite.... they can play classic songs, acoustic, rock n even new songs... Mira, my other cuzzin, sang Teman Tapi Mesra... d sound from d band was nice but i think she spoilt d song... hahaha.... n wat else does orang "Kulai-fornia" proud of if not for Mawi!! d band played 3 songs by Mawi... Kian, Lagu Jiwa Lagu Cinta n Terharu.... everything was perfecto... how i wish i had a band....
orite now.. i wanna share dis song wif everyone... especially you...
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Irwansyah & Acha Septriasa - My Heart
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Disini kau dan aku
Terbiasa bersama
Menjalani kasih sayang
Bahagia kudenganmu
Pernahkah kau menguntai
Hari paling indah
Ku ukir nama kita berdua
Disini surga kita
Bila kita mencintai yg lain
Mungkin kah hati ini akan tegar
Sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
Sayang ku akan hilang
If u love somebody could we be this strong
I will fight to win our love will conquer all
Wouldn't risk my love
Even just one night
Our love will stay in my heart
My heart
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zul, posted @ 12:43 AM
