Friday, March 31, 2006
wat d fuck is wrong wif me????????????
i wish i had wings... so dat i can fly away from all dis problem....
mimpi yang sempurna.....
zul, posted @ 3:34 AM
Thursday, March 30, 2006
im currently feeling very down.......... useless n hopeless................................................. i cant seem to get luck, find hope n see wats gonna happen next......... my future seems to fade away too...... i reali cant think of wat im suppose to do now....... haiz...........................................................
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........... i reali feel like crying thinking of my situation rite now..............
dan hilang.............................................
zul, posted @ 3:48 AM
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Gadis Melayu by Mawi n Taufik Batisah!! yea~! dis is one of my fav performance in APM 2006... enjoy aja! hahhaha... orite.. to go along wif dis song, im putting up my own 10 most fav Gadis Melayu... coz u noe, siapa kata gadis melayu tak menawan? hahaha... so here it goes... btw its not in ranking order aite... coz i admire them all! lol
10 Most Fav Gadis Melayu
to start off, d hottest n d famous...
Siti Nurhaliza!
d rock chix...
Elyana!
d original Marsha from d drama Dia...
erm.. i dunno wats her real name... so, Marsha!!
d young actress whu acted as Via in Cinta Internet...
Dhea Ananda!!
d cute host of APM 2006!!
Nirina Zubir!!
d not so famous local artist...
Elfeeza!
Suria's newscaster n reporter...
Hazlina!
orite now, here r sum ppl dat i noe...
d one whu i only met twice... haha...
Kak Syiqin!
d one whu likes art alot... shes an actress?? haha.. yea.. she acted in Teman Anugerahku as Syanaz...
Nadiah!
n not forgetting, my Ms Brightside!!
Syirah!!there u go... 10 beautiful Gadis Melayu... from M'sia, Indon n S'pore... hahaha... like APM... so dats all for now... semoga kita berjumpa lagi di APM 2007...whahahaha~
zul, posted @ 5:46 PM
Saturday, March 25, 2006
APM2006 was great! even though Peterpan didnt perform... only Ariel n Andika came... but atleast they won 2 awards! yea! *clap hands* had a great time screaming n supporting for our favorite artist... btw dat indon host is quite cute eh... lol... my mum n auntie crazy supporting Mawi... while my sis n i crazy supporting Peterpan... hahaha... d performance r all great... especially wen Mawi n Taufik Batisah sang Gadis Melayu... lol... however, my mum n auntie was quite disappointed coz Mawi n M.Nasir didnt perform d song Lagu Jiwa Lagu Cinta... atleast they performed, unlike Peterpan... but still, it was soooo fun lah... yg bisa, enjoy aja! hahahaha....
SYIRAHHHHHHHH, y were u being interviewed ar? wat was it all about?
cant wait to watch d repeat telecast! hahaha...
Peterpan is on d coverpage of Manja!! lol!
zul, posted @ 4:35 PM
Thursday, March 23, 2006
APM2006 IS TOMORROW!!
im such a sick kid these few days... had a pain in my chest... den came d 3 days never ending stomach ache... n now i haf ulcers in my mouth... :S
zul, posted @ 1:06 AM
Monday, March 20, 2006
"Life is prison when you're in love alone."
zul, posted @ 1:11 AM
Saturday, March 18, 2006
What Kind of Rocker Are You?
You Are an Emo Rocker!
Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing.
That doesn't mean you don't rock out...
You just rock out with meaning.
For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding.What Gruesome Death Are You? (contains yummy pics!)
Artistic Suicide
Yeah, yeah, you're depressed. You're lonely. No one gets you. That's why you'll take a couple of razor blades and slice open your wrists. Who says suicide isn't gruesome? I'm sure that if you really put your mind to it, you'll be able to turn all of your pain into a work of morbid art that will take the forensics teams a long, long time to clean up. Unfortunately, right before you die, you're going to realize that you really DID want to live after all. Ain't life a bitch?I TOLD U IM EMO!!!
zul, posted @ 2:14 PM
BUSY! work... work... work....
i feel like i've lost all my social contact wif my frens...
argh!! fuck dis stomach ache!!
6 MORE DAYS TO APM2006!!yea!!
zul, posted @ 2:10 PM
Monday, March 06, 2006
i met some childish morons yesterday... was walking arnd at Geylang wif my family n we passed by dis handphone shop which was "proudly" run by 2 chinese guys(if im not wrong) n 1 indian guy... d indian guy was "sweeping" d floor infront of their shop while d others r inside... wat happened was dat we passed by their shop, i was walking behind, n dat indian guy put some staplers on my head... after he "successfully" did dat, he n his frens laugh... n so their laughter is sum kind of suspicious to me coz b4 they laugh, i felt sumthin on my head but i didnt check wat it was until i was off their sight... they think im stupid? they think im not sensitive? even my hair haf great sensitivity... so i told my family wat happened n guess wat... we made our revenge... we hold on to sum litters n drop them inside n infront of their shop.. so indian guy, its a waste of time n effort of u trying to sweep d floor... i wasnt reali satisfied after wat we did actuali... i shud haf put d staplers on dat indian guy's head or given d staplers back to him n say "i think dis is urs".... they will be shock to noe dat im "psychic".... lol... but its sad to think bout their attitude lah... i think they didnt managed to go to skool coz skool is d first place where we had fun doing those kind of stuff... so sad lah... lol...
im still not feeling ok... i often got headache... my breathing is still not stable...
thinking bout accepting d offer to go ITE, its not dat bad actuali... i can get more experience in dat course b4 going to poly... n i can also build up more on my portfolio... its juz dat i haf to sacrifice 2 years in ITE... a lil more effort... an extra mile in my journey...
zul, posted @ 11:34 PM
Friday, March 03, 2006
"failure is a motivation and not something you should feel despair about"
my application for poly wasnt a success... haiz...................................
im still having dis pain in my chest... since yesterday afternoon... i dun reali noe wats d cause... i had it b4 2 years ago... but dis time its much more painful... suffocating for air... my heart beats faster... as if like i had a crazy long run... i talk like d nigger kid from Malcolm In The Middle... stopping after every word i said juz to breath... den i started to sweat... my legs turn weak like jelly... my vision was blur... my head gets heavier... i noe was going to faint... so i tried very hard to stay awake... luckily i was wif my sis... so i took a rest for a while n den wen home... today i feel much better... d pain is reducing now...
zul, posted @ 11:48 PM
Thursday, March 02, 2006
"Loving someone you can never have is like having blood flowing through every part of you, except your heart."
zul, posted @ 1:20 AM
