Tuesday, February 28, 2006
i nearly got myself into big trouble dis evening! i wanted to cross a road... i mean jaywalking... n d very first car dat passed me was a police car!!
"There is no medication for this illness, no known cure other than time. Maybe someday I'll get back my heart; maybe someday I'll get back my pride."
zul, posted @ 11:41 PM
"They say there's more pleasure in loving than being loved ... but do they know how painful it is if it's unrequited?"
zul, posted @ 3:42 AM
Monday, February 27, 2006
"The sun is shining, but there's no light for me. The moon is high in the sky, but I still can't sleep. I know you are somewhere, smiling, just like the sun shining, but not for me."
zul, posted @ 4:08 AM
Sunday, February 26, 2006
"It's a long road when you face the world alone, when no one reaches out a hand for you to hold. You can find love if you search within your soul, and the emptiness you felt will disappear."
how i wish u were mine... i'll take all those sorrows away... i'll walk wif u along the empty street... i'll gif u tender love n care... juz to make u feel lively again...
zul, posted @ 4:05 AM
i wanna dedicate dis song to "sum1"... hahaha...
in ur dreams lah zul....
but reali.. i do sumtimes wonder how great it is to haf a gf... a suitable one of coz... there will be sum1 dat i can share my feelings wif... all my ups n downs... shower her wif all my love... den i wonder wen will i see the end to my single life... n i wonder y am i still single till now... heh.. actuali im tired of being single alreadi... hmm.. let me see... 4 years+? n i actuali hate dat year b4 dat 4 years of "singleness" happen... coz i dun even feel like i haf a gf.. so i wud say, since d day i was born... shud haf celebrate as an anniversary for being single instead... hah...
n den wen i reali fell in love wif sum1, i was rejected... but i dun understand as she was crazily in love wif me too... hah.. dat reali sucks... i wonder... i noe i may lose to my looks... but i noe my heart dun... coz i've been hearing lots of other couple's problem n i learn from them... so i put myself in their shoes, n understand their feelings... den i noe dat i shud not let dat happen to my relationship... n also, im actuali a type of person wen i love sum1, i will be sincere n love her forever... but not till she make a big(i mean reali reali big, or it happened a few times b4) mistake...
den came about dis phrase from kak syiqin which says "god, if u cant make me thin, atleast make my frens fat".... den i wonder again... yes! make me fat! den atleast i will understand y im single for so long... hah.. but still even if im not fat, i lose to sum of them... coz i do noe sum ppl whu r well endowed (lets be nice n not use d word fat to describe them) n they r attached... erm.. oh shit! so does dat makes me a loser?
hah... so long for all those wondering... lol... (lack of love)
di dalam jaga, ku tercari-cari...
di dalam tidur, termimpi-mimpi...
siapakah gadis misteri...
adakah dapat ku kenali...
urs sincerely,
this lonely heart...
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Peterpan - Khayalan Tingkat Tinggi
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Awal ku melihat
Kuyakin ini bukanlah yang biasa
Mengagumkan
Melemahkan aku melihat tatap matanya
Garis tawanya
Waktu berhenti apabila ku memandangnya
Mengagumkan
Melemahkan aku melihat tatap matanya
*
Khayalan ini setinggi-tingginya
Seindah-indahnya
Tepat ku memikirkannya
Bila ku dapat ku simpan wajahnya
Memegang indahnya
Berpura memilikinya
Yang kunanti
saat memegang tangannya
Sampai nanti
tetap memegang tangannya
(repeat *)
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zul, posted @ 3:09 AM
Friday, February 24, 2006
click here to enterits back! alive n kickin!! lol... updated wif more pictures... look out for my designs portfolio in About n my videos portfolio in Production... check em out!
------------------------how i wish today is 24 March... coz i cant wait to go APM!!! lol!
zul, posted @ 7:58 PM
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
my results are bad... shudnt talk bout it... i applied for poly thru JPSAE... its a new system which is base on talents rather than purely on o lvl results... so now starts another period of waiting... waiting for another result... i've sent my application for poly n ite... n they are:
.poly
1st - Digital Media @ SP
2nd - Moving Images @ TP
3rd - Digital Media Design @ NYP
.ite
1st - Multimedia Technology
2nd - Digital Media Design
3rd - Digital Animation
4th - Product Design
yes.. i noe i didnt take Film, Sound and Video @ NP... coz Ms Hidaya advice me not to take... she said it will be a waste if i choose it coz its a popular course... so gdbye FSV.... :(
zul, posted @ 4:44 PM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
oh fuck! o lvl results will be out dis friday!! how will my results be.. argh! im damn scared seh...
i wen down to Mediacorp Radio 70 Hours Gag yesterday n today.. even though d djs cant talk, we still can interact wif them... actuali my mum was d one whu is sooo excited to meet n support Sempoi... lol...
dis is Rod from Class 95...
dis is Azmi Sempoi from Ria...
Sempoi wif Brother Bo...
zul, posted @ 1:16 AM
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
i did illegal driving... for real... yes! i drove a car! i CAN drive! lol... my dad taught me how to drive... we wen to sum secluded area n drive around... i can now make turns, u-turn n stopping without a problem... d fastest speed i've drove on a straight road is around 80km/h... muahaha... at first i had a problem starting d car coz its a manual transmission car... unlike auto car which haf no clutch n its much easier to drive.. so after sum trial n error, i finally got d "trick" of getting d car to start moving... but my sis still have dat problem... sumtimes d car jerk wen she start d car... while i can get it to move smoothly alreadi... it was sooo fun to drive... looking forward to d next driving session... lol... coz i still haven't learn how to do reversing n parking... can't wait to get my license...
zul, posted @ 6:40 PM
