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Sunday, July 31, 2005

fucking hell! i've type a post sooo long n dis fucking internet explorer make a problem...

update on demand from Celine...
so here u go...

ok.. so many things had happened since d last time i blog... but 1 thing i hope for didnt happen... or shud i say it wasnt time for it to happen yet... hmm.. i dunno... time will tell? hmm... lets juz wait n see... but i've been waiting n nothin happen... haiz.... i wonder wen will it end... n wen will it start.... -__-

orite now... heres sum highlight of wat had happened...

wen to ndp final rehearsal... it was like preview... but more like d NE show... i got tix.. so go lah... it was great... i always like d parade... n d plane fly by... n included in dis year's ndp, d mobile drive by.... where all d operational vehicle from d police, army n civil defence drive by.... but aniway i think there wasnt Taufik Batisah... it was sum1 else acting as him.... n d funny part was wen d "president" came... it wasnt d Speaker of Parliament, Mr Abdullah Tarmugi... coz its NE show not preview... but it was dis indian guy.... he came out from d "president's" car n he wave his hand to d crowd acting as if he is d president... n every1 was laughing... but i think for him, he is a lucky guy... coz he got to be in d shoes of d president in dat show... juz look at wat he did... he got to sit at d president's chair, salute by d guard of honour, do d inspection... whoa~ he reali is lucky.... its a 1 in a million experience u noe...

orite... next thing... i've juz done a short film production for Canon DV Fest competition... its called The Necklace... dis is wat its all about...

Mystery is yet to be revealed and unfold by a necklace.
It is looking for a new master to reach out its magical power.
Found by a young man, Zac didn't know how deadly the necklace
could be and just took it as a normal fashion accessory.
Until one day he unconsciously realized that he could hear
the inner voice of the girl he admires and made the move to
know her. Though being warned about its fatal curse, it did
not bothers him much until he received a sign. The question
now is, to keep or not to keep the necklace.

i'll find a way to upload dis short film into my website... den i'll make an annoucement wen its a success... aniway, wish me luck for dat contest...

next, i haf to do a picture essay about The Singapore I Want... Ms Solastri said any pic of Singapore will do.. as long as its in 4R size... n den haf to write a caption of 100 words... but i decided to make my own pic instead of finding it sumwhere... so theres more hardwork in my picture essay.... here is d pic...

btw, heres d lyric for dis music video...
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No Doubt - Don't Speak
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You and me
We used to be together
Every day together always

I really feel
Like I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end

It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

[chorus]
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts

Our memories
They can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightning

As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

[chorus]

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are

You and me
I can see us dying...are we?

[chorus]
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zul, posted @ 3:45 PM

Monday, July 11, 2005

i noe i've put dis video on my blog b4... but im putting it again... not bcoz 2morrow Good Charlotte is having their concert here... not bcoz of suicide or i survived a suicide or sum1 i noe had juz pass away... its bcoz i noe wat its like to be left behind... n dis song says it all...

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Good Charlotte - Hold On
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This world,
This world is cold
But you don't,
you don't have to go
You're feeling sad,
you're feeling lonely
And no one seems to care
Your Mother's gone
and your father hits you
this pain you cannot bare

But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go thru

Hold On...
If you feel like letting go
Hold on...
It gets better than you know

Your days say you they're getting to long
And your nights you can't sleep at all
Hold on...
And you're not sure what you're waiting for
But you don't want to no more
And you're not sure what you're looking for
But you don't want to no more

But we all bleed the same way as you do
We all have the same things to go thru

Hold On...
If you feel like letting go
Hold On...
It gets betther than you know
Don't stop looking you're one step closer
Don't stop searching its not over...
Hold On

What are you looking For?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...
What are you waiting for?

Hold on...
If you feel like letting go
Hold On...
It gets better than you know
Don't stop looking you're one step closer
Don't stop searching it's not over...
Hold On...
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zul, posted @ 7:44 PM

wen to Clementi CC yesterday to attend a workshop organised by Canon Digital Video Fest 2005... fee was $5 but my sis n i wen for free coz of my dad whu is a member of d CC... d workshop was ok... they actuali taught us about pre-production, filming n editing, d shots, angle n everything... which mostly i've alreadi noe... they provide us wif a Canon DV Camcorder n a laptop so dat we can do editing... but sumhow, my day was spoilt wen my sis n i had to team up wif dis 2 gals... i can say dat they were arragont coz they think dat they were a member from their skool's video club n they use dat mediacorp style of videocam so they think dat they r d best among d group... but i dun think so... d video u took was very shaky... u think u r very good???? n THEY WERE TRAINED TO DO FILMING ONLY... like WTH.... as if my sis n i were trained to act..... n i dun think ur video club is any good den mine coz in my video club, or wat we call Movie Club, we make our own movie n we act in them... so can i say dat we r doing even much better den ur skool's video club coz we r more versatile n talented... i think so...

THE PERFECT LI_E
d sound of heavy music blasting into my poor ears...
dis is d result of hearing wat im not suppose to hear...
im not in a good mood these days... i'll be filled wif anger easily... n den struggle to keep myself patient... im juz pretending to be ok... but sumhow, my patience got its limit too... so is dis a test of my patience... i cant take it animore... y muz there be evil n cruelty in dis world... y muz it happen to me... y muz those happy bonds been taken away from me.... y cant it stay.... n if it go away, y cant it come back....

oh god..

im writing a report on losing n failing...

cant u see sumthin is missing...

i feel like im fading away...

dun hold it against me...

is there ani1 whu understand me??

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It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend
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zul, posted @ 4:30 PM

Friday, July 08, 2005

is it OK wen u r doing a project BUT most of ur members r doing NOTHIN RELATED to d project n plus they r NOT even there wen d project only needs d FINAL TOUCH???? wat the hell~!! is dis fair?? im pissed off!! IM NOT OK~!!

but aniway.... thankz to ME for creating dat DAMN new storyline... ME for being d DAMN storyboardist... ME for calling up Sentosa n Underwater World... ME for planning n confirming of all those DAMN filming... ME for being d DAMN cameraman.... ME for being d DAMN assistant director... ME for being the DAMN editor... n ME for completing dat DAMN editing...

so DUN complain if d result is BAD... coz everything is done by DAMN ME, ME n ME... but aniway im proud of it... if u guys dun den its ur problem OK??

zul, posted @ 5:12 PM

Sunday, July 03, 2005

theres alot to say... but im juz lazy to blog about it... like dat rumours which happen recently... coz im juz sick bout it... everytime i think bout it i will feel like i wanna _______________..... haiz.......... r u guys jealous or wat?? cant keep ur mouth shut?? wanna wait till i blow myself up??

finally~ at last~ we haf done our filming... it was a great experience filming at Sentosa... like we got a free entry to Underwater World n Dolphin Lagoon... but its tiring of coz... n amazingly, we done all d scenes in juz 1 day.... but theres sum requirements which r not met... n im not reali happy wif it... lets juz hope it will turn out good wen we r done wif d editing...

i think dats all for now... i reali dunno wat else to talk about...

mouth is the most deadly weapon of all...

aniway, heres d lyric for dis music video...

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Yellowcard - Way Away
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I think I'm breaking out
I'm going to leave you now
Theres nothing for me here, it's all the same
And even though I know
That everything might go
Go downhill from here, I'm not afraid

Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe (Feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe anything

You can't stop me now
You can't hold me down
You can't keep me here, I'm on my way
I've made it this far now
And I'm not burning out
No matter what you say, I'm not afraid

Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe (Feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe anything

Letting out the noise inside of me (Letting out the noise inside of me)
Every window pane is shattering (Every window pane is shattering)
Cutting up my words before I speak (Cutting up my words)
This is how it feels to not believe

Letting out the noise inside of me (Letting out the noise inside of me)
Every window pane is shattering (Every window pane is shattering)
Cutting up my words before I speak (Cutting up my words)
This is how it feels to not believe

Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe (feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe anything
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zul, posted @ 10:58 PM