Tuesday, May 31, 2005
What type of teenager are you?
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the sad teen. Everything in life is f*ckin'
miserable. You constantly look over your
shoulder and wonder who is judging you...even
when you are alone. So naturally, you have
become a little paranoid and pessamistic. Your
personality can be one demensional but
confusing. You are constantly bored with life
and wish that something could spice it up. You
have a unique view on life and have identified
the problems with school society (Ex...what
makes popular people, how the student mind
works...) You would rather be alone because you
hate being hurt. You tend to think that no one
understands you, not even your parents /
guardians / friends. But that is just the
opposite! The people who love you want to
help, but they don't know how because they have
a feeling that they will say something wrong
and turn you away. You have to let them know
that you are willing to hear what they have to
say...and it might do some good to listen to
them. Some fields you might consider going
in when you are older...Judge, author,
songwriter, producer, therapist, psychologist,
philosopher, or forensic scientist. You need a
job where you can express yourself and your
views on life. Or you need a field where you
can judge others and predict what is going on
in others life. Either way... you have the
personality to get you a good job that will
support you throughout life.
Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people
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You are sad because of the loneliness in your life
zul, posted @ 8:02 PM

Monday, May 30, 2005
yeah~!! now i can say dat exam is over! hahaaha... only for my Malay 'O' Level paper 1 n 2 ... it was quite easy... maybe i can get b3? or a2? or a1? haha.. lets juz pray dat my result turn out good...
zul, posted @ 10:00 PM

Sunday, May 29, 2005
1 more day to Malay 'O' Level paper!!!!!!
argh~!! 2morrow is my Malay 'O' Level paper!!
u see d time im updating dis thing? yeah.. its 1.47am... im actuali revising for my Malay... so while im using d comp n revising at d same time i decided to update my blog so dat later in d day i can juz concentrate on my revision n i've decided not to use d comp for today... means i will not be online unless there is sumthin important dat i haf to do....
aniway, today is my dad's 49th birthday.... wishing him a happy birthday... hope dat he will be in good health always... semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki.... even though sumtimes he troubles us, he is still my dad n i love him...
mum ask me to wish him happy birthday by sending sms to him... i got a lil emo n i *****....
dats all for now... im sleepy... will continue my revision 2morrow den...
i wanna wake up early... can ani1 gif me a wake up call? dats if u r reading dis n im still sleeping... btw d latest i will wake up is at 2pm... hehe... if u r not sure if im awake or not juz gif me a call...
somebody save me~~
so im ending dis here...
WISH ME LUCK!
zul, posted @ 1:47 AM

Saturday, May 28, 2005
2 more days to Malay 'O' Level paper!!
zul, posted @ 6:18 PM

Friday, May 27, 2005
3 more days to Malay 'O' Level paper!!
im sooo stress up... i haf no appetite to eat....
somebody safe me~
zul, posted @ 11:29 PM

Thursday, May 26, 2005

Liverpool are Kings of Europe once again after claiming the trophy for a fifth time with a dramatic penalty shoot-out victory over AC Milan at the Ataturk Stadium.
you'll never walk alone
---------------------4 more days to Malay 'O' Level paper!!today n 2morrow will be having intensive Malay revision... today was funny... Cikgu Hidaya told us to focus more on our Malay by speaking good Malay, read Malay newspaper, listen to Malay radio station, watch Malay tv channels n d list goes on n on n on..... so there was dis part wen me n Afiq had to stay in d Chinese class to do our own revision... we listen to our mp3.... n wat we did was dat we translate d title, band or singer's name n sum of d lyrics.... hahaha... for example Thank You For The Venom became Terima Kasih Untuk Racun... Good Charlotte became Charlotte Baik... I'm Not Ok became Saya Tak Baik.... LOL! n he even talk wif Mrs Pek in Malay... hahaha... we were crazy......
orite.. i'll stop here... last word... LIVERPOOL RULEZ!!!
zul, posted @ 7:38 PM

Tuesday, May 24, 2005
didnt go skool today.. wahhaha... but wen to hospital for my appointment... so now im not wearing a cast animore... juz wearing a bandage to guard my wrist... its still hurts wen i move it... n i got to keep my precious cast... hahaha... ;)
zul, posted @ 10:29 PM

Monday, May 23, 2005
so bored rite now... n dis blog is getting bored too... is there any1 reading dis? haiz..... aniway i think i shud remove my Music Codes coz sum songs in there cant be played due to d down server which i uploaded sum of d songs... so currently only a few songs can be played.... so wat u think? shud i or shud i not?
any1 wanna watch movie?? Star Wars?? House of Wax??
i edited d begining n d ending part of dis video coz originally dis video is of a tv program which is MTV TRL premiering dis music video n there was actuali audience clapping n cheering at those part... n i also haf to "lip sync" d video wif d mp3 of dis song dat i haf so dat it is a lil louder n d sounds made by d audience r not heard... aniway, heres d lyric for dis song... its a reali nice song... enjoy.... ;)
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Simple Plan - Untitled
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I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
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zul, posted @ 3:14 AM

Saturday, May 21, 2005
wen to skool yesterday to take my malay oral... woke up at 9am coz Cikgu Hidaya told me dat oral will start at 10.30am... but after i took a bath, i received a msg from Said saying dat oral start at 9.30am... wtf seh... so den i msg Cikgu Hidaya dat i juz had my bath n its alreadi 9.15am... obviously i cant make it on time... den Cikgu Hidaya call me back n she said dat she told Cikgu Rosnita n she said nvm, i can juz come... so wen i got to skool at arnd 9.50am, i wen to Cikgu Rosnita homeroom n b4 dat i saw Hairi, Ajib, Wan n Shahid... i tot they took their oral alreadi n they said Cikgu Rosnita is not in her class also... wth! den Cikgu Rosnita came n we start d oral at arnd 10am....
oral was ok... d passage was about wall climbing... n den we had a good conversation bout sports, soccer, my poor hand n *hint* *hint*... hahaha... i noe.. Cikgu Rosnita noe... haha...
exams over~~!! haha.. i only took my malay oral aniway... but exam is still not over yet for me... d important paper is next on 30 May which is my malay O Level paper...
later dat day at 5pm wen to Changi Airport to send my cuzzin off to Germany... den my sis n i wen to town to meet up wif my other cuzzin coz my sis wanna pass her an invitation card... after dat my sis n i wen to Long John Silver at Cineleisure to eat n den wen home coz by d time we done eating, its alreadi 10pm+... so i didnt had much fun going out dat day... its kinda boring...
wen for tuition juz now.. reached there but d class was dark... no1 was there... call up Hairi n he said there is no tuition today... he juz got to noe it from Ain also... but how can he got to noe bout it at 2pm wen its d usual time where he shud be on his way for tuition also but he is at home... n how come not a single fucking person tell me bout it... not even d teachers.... WTF!!
zul, posted @ 2:48 PM

Thursday, May 19, 2005
i cant sleep again.... sumtimes i feel cold n i put on my blanket... n sumtimes i feel hot... i think i fall asleep arnd 5am+ again last nite... n my right eye was itching.... n now its a lil swollen...
zul, posted @ 7:00 PM

Wednesday, May 18, 2005
i think im having a problem now... I CANT SLEEP AT NITE~~!! am i having insomnia?? haiz..... haf been sleeping like 3am every day.. yesterday was even worst... i was juz lying on d bed n wen i look at d clock on my hp, it was going to 5am... dis is wat happen to me wenever i dun need to go skool for sum days.... haha...
orite now... heres d lyric for dis song....
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Bowling For Soup - Almost
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I almost got drunk at school at 14
Where I almost made out with the homecoming queen
Who almost went on to be miss texas
But lost to a slut with much bigger breastes
I almost dropped out to move to LA
Where I was almost famous for almost a day
And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost loved you
I almost wished u would've loved me too
I almost held up a grocery store
Where I almost did 5 years and then 7 more
Cuz I almost got popped for a fight with a thug
Cuz he almost made off with a bunch of the drugs
That I almost got hooked on cuz you ran away
And I wish I woulda had the nerve to ask you to stay
And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it
You kept me guessing and now I guess that
I spent my time missing you
I almost wish you would've loved me too
Here I go thinking about all the things I could've done
I'm gonna need a forklift cuz all the baggage weighs a ton
I know we've had our problems I can't remember one
I almost forgot to say something else
And if I cant fit it in I'll keep it all to myself
I almost wrote a song about you today
But I tore it all open and I threw it away
And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it
You kept me guessing and now I guess that
I spent my time missing you
And I almost had you
I almost wish you would've loved me too
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zul, posted @ 6:23 PM

Tuesday, May 10, 2005
wen to Alexandra Hospital for my appointment wif d specialist after skool today... he said my hand will probably be fully recover in about 1 month... *gedebush* dats quite long seh.... N I HAF MALAY 'O' LEVEL PAPER ON 30 MAY!! hope dat i will be able to write as per normal b4 dat day...so juz now i had my cast removed... n i saw dat my wrist is recovering a lil.... but it still hurt alot wen i try to move my wrist... n den guess wat.... i got it on cast again... haiz........ dis time is a full cast so wen its harden u ppl can join me "decorate" it.... hahaha... n i haf to come back again for another appointment on 24 May... n my hand will be xray... hmm... after my appointment, wen to ICA building to extend my passport expiry date... n d makcik whu attend us wanted me to write phone number n sign wen b4 dat she alreadi saw dat my hand is like dis n it is soooo obvious.... so my mum juz write for me n instead of signing she juz write my name... but actuali at signature part, under d line it states "Signature of applicant/parent/guardian" like wat the _____! my mum can also sign on my behalf wat.... u work there but u dunno wat to do wen attending ppl like me whu cant write?? n cant u read??
hah... i guess dats all i wanna talk about for now... d rest r not so interesting...
did u hear me saying "im single lah.. nobody wants me"? if u did den congratz for listening... hahaha...but i dun think u understand rite? hah.. wat the ____... watever....
aniway.. gd luck to every1 whus doing mid year exam... especially to my dearest Fiqa n Fiza... :) all d best!
n dis is to Said... if u're reading dis den get dis into ur head... haha... i, Zulfadli, n her, Syafiza, r not gf-bf... we r juz bro n sis.... loving bro n sis... got it? i think we r so close to each other n dats wat makes u think dat way... aniway, atleast im being gossip wif sum1 nice n sweet... i can still accept it... n accept her for being gossip wif me... unlike dat "sum1" whu is being gossip wif ______ n _______.... wahahahah..... :p
Syirah!! u see lah... im in scandalism again... hahaha....
orite... dats all for now... hehe..
signing off~
zul, posted @ 11:57 PM

Friday, May 06, 2005
A tribute from Breaking The Habit Inc

Singapore's former President Wee Kim Wee died at his home at 5.10am on Monday from complications due to a relapse of prostate cancer. He was 89 years old. He was known as a People's President, displaying a genuine concern for others and a natural warmth that touched many lives. He remained active in community work after retirement, and will be fondly remembered by Singaporeans from all walks of life as a man who always had a smile for everyone.
May you rest in peace, Dr Wee Kim Wee.
zul, posted @ 7:00 PM

Thursday, May 05, 2005
ppl doing mid year exam but im not... all bcoz of my hand... hehehe...
aniway heres d lyric for dis song..
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My Chemical Romance - Helena
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Long ago
Just like the hearse you died to get in again
We are so far from you
Burning on just like a match you start to incinerate
The lives of everyone you knew
And what's the worst to take, from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like a blade you stake
Well I've been holding on tonight
[Chorus]
What's the worst that I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take, from every heart you break
And like a blade you stake
Well I've been holding on tonight
[Chorus]
What's the worst that I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Do we deserve
to leave the earth?
Do we learn
When both our cars collide?
[Chorus]
What's the worst that I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
======================
zul, posted @ 9:10 PM

Monday, May 02, 2005
life is so difficult now... imagine dat u cant do simple stuffs like using ur hands to eat, write, brush ur teeth n even opening a can of drink.... these is wat im going thru now... coz i haf a cast on my right hand... dislocated my arm on Thursday... was playing soccer during p.e... Ming n i were juz kicking d ball around in d field... wen suddenly i fall while kicking d ball... d field was a lil slippery dats y... i wanted to support wif my hand wen falling... but den i dunno wat happen... at first i tot it was juz a sprain... but den my wrist look strange... n it hurts alot... so during recess Kenny brought me to d office... sat in d sick bay while waiting for my mum to fetch me.... wen my mum came we waited a while for my dad to come... n of coz he came in his ambulance... so he brought me straight to Alexandra Hospital... xray my hand n d dr said dat 1 of d bone in my arm is dislocated... got my hand on cast n i haf to wear it for 3 weeks... den on 10 May i haf to go for an appointment wif a specialist at d hospital...
Friday... everything in skool was fine... except dat i cant write properly n it still hurts wen i write sumthing... n sum of my frens teased me by rotating their wrist... :p skool ended at 12pm coz later on we had Sports Day... i met Mrs Pek after skool to get a form which d rest of my classmate got it wen i was not in skool... n she also told me dat she will try to ask d Exam Committee if i can be excuse for Mid Year Exam... wen home after dat... den i wanted to play my cuzzin ps2 which he lend me but wen i switch on d power socket, it burst... n there was power failure in my house... den my mum n i tried switching off all d power adapter thingy n switch it on again but it doesnt work... den i tot of a switch in d box outside our home... n i was exact coz dat was d main power switch n it was off... so i switch it on n d power is back... so d day is safe by me! hahaha.... den my cuzzins from Kulai, which is in M'sia or wat we call Kulaifornia.. haha.., came to stay here for 4 days n i played ps2 for a while n den wen for Sports Day which was held at Ngee Ann Poly's track... it ended around 7pm+... Jacaranda won for overall events... Fiqa n Fiza was sooo happy... but i dun even care even though im in dat house... hehe.. but im happy for dat lah... got home... took a bath.. had my dinner n i was struggling to eat using left hand n a spoon... i cant get any help coz no1 was at home... den i wen online... chat wif sum ppl... n den wen to bed...
Saturday, woke up at 1pm... n i was late for my Eng tuition... was suppose to do a test but my tutor excuse me from doing it... so i juz slack n play around wif my hp while d others do d test... n my tutor tell us bout d ghost again... he said sum ppl saw a women wearing black clothes n she walk side ways but her head look to d front... :S wen home after tuition... only my mum was at home... my sis n cuzzins wen out again... i use d comp for a while n i was bored coz theres nothin to do n no1 to chat so i played ps2... i tried playing Fifa Street for d 1st time n it was an excellent game of soccer... very different from d other soccer game such as Winning Eleven or d normal Fifa games.... so now im hooked to dis game...
Sunday, wen to my auntie's house at Pasir Ris wif my sis n cuzzins... den my uncle brought us to Changi to eat satay... it was 10pm+... n guess wat... he drive us to d Old Changi Hospital... hahaaha... lucky there was a barrier a few metres from d building but dat was quite close... if not i think he wud haf drive up reali close to d building... he stop d car n first he switch on d wide lights of d car n den he switch it off n things became very scary.... wat an experience.... den he send us to mrt station n we wen home from there.... got home.. change my clothes.... play ps2 till god knows wat time.... haha... n i completed GTA:San Andreas!!!!! at last.... but d game can still be continue coz there still sub-mission which is not completed yet...
today, woke up at 3pm... my cuzzins from Kulaifornia r on their home alreadi i guess... had a cup of tea n here i am struggling to type this long entry wif 1 hand... haiz... tiring u noe....
aniway.. i wanna thank all those ppl whu cared bout my condition n those whu haf help me.... to my family n frens... n yeah to Fiza for opening dat can of drink for me... haha....
i dun think u care... or shud i say wud u even care? so i dun find u even as a fren.... coz u used to care... i wont regret... coz theres more whu care....
signin off~
zul, posted @ 5:45 PM
