Zulfadli's Blog

Sunday, November 28, 2004

argh~!! im having constipation!! keep on going to d toilet but nothin is coming out... *bluergh~* tot of puting sum ointment on my stomach but cant find it!! *sob sob* my stomach is in pain!!! haiz.......

so bored rite now... shud haf gone to town wif my sis today.. but yesterday she told me dat her guy coming to our house.... but at last he didnt come... den my sis ask me wanna go town or not n her guy wanna follow... n i said i was alreadi lazy to go since she keep on changing plan... not my fault rite... fuck lah.... now i dunno where she gone to...

yesterday wen to my uncle house n den to my cuzzin house... at my cuzzin house i was irritated wif my non-stop-talking-to-himself-or-so-called-entertaining-himself other cuzzin... hey!! grow up lah... u gonna be sec 1 next year... stop being childish will ya! u juz had ur *toot* circumcise... so grow up!! u're not a lil kid animore.. neither ur size shows dat u're a lil kid... n stop eating so much!! think bout other ppl whu haven get to eat also lah!!

zul, posted @ 5:09 PM

Friday, November 26, 2004

ok.. its been quite a long time since i last update dis blog... been soooo busy wif d joseph musical... almost everyday i haf to go skool.. if not bcoz of joseph den sva.... btw im not performing in joseph... im 1 of d crew where if we r not there den d show will not b perfect... so now i was appointed by cikgu hidayah to help wif d spotlight... if not i will juz be sitting down recording their rehearsal n yawning all d way till they r finish... so there will be 3 big shows... 1 on monday for graduating classes n 2 on tuesday for d public... im quite proud to be part of this production... its not easy u noe.. need lots of hardwork n commitment... hmm... so any1 whu is going watch out for me at d right spotlight.... hahaha..

[ UPDATED ]

Breaking The Habit

zul, posted @ 6:56 PM

Saturday, November 20, 2004

You are FAINT. ~I am a little bit of loneliness, a
little bit of disregard. A handful of
complaints but I can't help the fact that
everyone can see these scars.~

Which Linkin Park song from Meteora are you? {includes pics}
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you're in the end

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zul, posted @ 1:25 PM

Friday, November 12, 2004

[memory]

Sempana hari yg mulia ini, Zul ingin memohon maaf jika Zul ada buat kesilapan yg telah menyakitkan hati ****** secara sengaja ataupun tidak sengaja. Walaupun Zul tahu yg Zul slalu menjaga hati ****** dgn baik, Zul minta maaf banyak2 kepada kelakuan Zul yg pernah membuat ****** marah dgn Zul ataupun membuat ****** cemburu suatu ketika dulu. Selain dari itu, Zul ingin ****** tahu yg Zul sebenarnya sangat rindukan ****** dan Zul selalu mengharapkan kita bermesra semula seperti dulu. Tetapi Zul tidak bersemangat untuk meneruskan kehidupan sejak kehilangan ****** dalam hidup Zul kerana kebelakangan ini Zul selalu tidak mendapat peluang yg baik dan selalu bernasib malang. Zul harap ****** tak ada simpan perasaan marah dgn Zul lagi. Sampai di sini sahaja. Semoga ****** sihat dan gembira selalu disamping keluarga yg tersayang. Sekali lagi Zul minta ampun dan maaf banyak2 terhadap segala kesilapan Zul dan jika Zul ada terkasar bahasa dgn ******.

zul, posted @ 3:56 AM

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Hari Lebaran menjelang lagi,

umat Islam gembira di hati,

tetapi hati ku sunyi dan sepi,

kerana tanpa MU di sisi.

Walaupun kita tidak dapat bertemu,

sepuluh jari ku susun,

ku pinta ampun dan maaf dari MU,

terhadap segala salah dan silap ku.

[ wajah MU selalu di fikiran ku, hati ku selalu merindui MU ]

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made dat poem bout days ago... hmm... was bored so i did dis quiz i found on frenster...

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1) what is the brand of your hp
- nokia
2) what'll you do if you see your gf/bf hugging a guy/girl?
- i'll purposely walk in front of her
3) have a gf/bf?
- nope.. im unwanted i think..
4)have your own room?
- nope... share wif my sis..
5)hates?
- dat motha *toot* who steal her heart from me..
6) afraid?
- failure n god..
7) where do you live?
- clementi
8) what would you do if sumone tells you he/she likes you?
- hmm.. i'll tell her how i reali feel bout her...
9) how are you feeling now?
- totally bored, stress bout life, angry wif dat motha *toot*, missing her...
10) where do you hangout?
- on my bed n comp... ;p
11) what are you good at?
- hmm.. maybe html, photoshop designing...
12) what will you do to a person you cant stand?
- i'll always stay quiet, ignore them n imagine dat i can kill them...
13) what do you want?
- ps2, macbeth shoe, new clothes, money! love n care from a special sum1...
14) a word that describes you?
- lonely
15) what is your dream?
- success in life, she come back to me...
16) day/nite?
- nite...
17) sunset/sunrise?
- sunset..
18) like a romantic bf/gf?
- of coz..
19) what would you do if the opposite gender attracts you?
- make fren n noe more bout her..
20) are you an independent person?
- always...
21) do you like school?
- a lil..
22) are you stubborn?
- yes.. for d things dat i wan...
23) believe in god?
- of coz..
24) your favourite physical feature?
- hair..
25) believe in fate?
- yes..
26) get pissed off easily?
- sumtimes..
27) like your parents?
- yup..
28) are you a materialistic person?
- not reali..
29) believe in love?
- yes... coz im feeling d PAIN its making me....
30) will you get a tattoo?
- if only its not haram..
31) smoke?
- nope..
32) club / pub?
- hmm... community club? movie club?
33) will you forgive your gf/bf if he/she cheats on you?
- if only she reali regret n wont do it again..
34) will you expect your gf/bf to forgive you if you cheats on him/her?
- of coz lah.... n dats if i still love n want her...
35) were you on a trip recently?
- yuh.. to d toilet...
36) fav country?
- california~ california~ here we come~~
37) are you impatient?
- nope.. sumtimes only wen im sick of waiting...
38) fav brands?
- Atticus Clothing, Made Clothing, Levi's...
39) do you organise parties often?
- hmm.. i always organise outings...
40) do you have best friends?
- hmm... i dunno where they r gone... but i do haf frens which i consider as my sisters... ;)
41) do you think you are good looking? -
- nope..
42) do you care about looks?
- hmm.. yuh... but d heart is much more important...
43) do you think that you are a good gf/bf?
- hmm... dunno.. i didnt get much experience d first n d last time... btw dat doesnt mean dat im not going to haf gf again...
44) do you use vulgarities?
- of coz... u wanna see? *toot* you *toot*..
45) do you quarrel with people easily?
- nope...
46) are you forgiving?
- YES!
47) do you get hurt easily?
- yuh... but i always pretend dat im not hurt n will only tell to ppl dat i trust...
48) do you prefer guys/girls wif long/short hair?
- prefer shoulder length... but it doesnt reali matter for me..
49) do you prefer sleeping or eating?
- both.. coz i prefer sleeping wen im sleepy n eating wen im hungry.. got dat?
50) is your hair coloured?
- yuh... naturally....

zul, posted @ 3:08 AM

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

hari raya juz arnd d corner... my family seems like not in d mood for dis year's hari raya coz we're having financial problem.. same goes for my auntie... den sum more i haf to help out at skool for video taking of joseph's behind d scene.... haiz......... its not dat i dun wanna do it... but r very short of ppl for d video taking so i juz help out lah since i got nothin to do at home also.... den it will be d whole of dis month.... starting 2morrow.... during hari raya also~ 3rd day of hari raya onwards~~ *sob sob sob* haiz..... today cannot sleep late animore or else 2morrow i will wake up late like usual.... :_( so heres my schedule...

Date		Time
3 4 5 8 10 11 12 16 17 18 19 22 23 24 29 30	-> -> -> -> -> -> -> -> -> -> -> -> -> -> -> ->	9am - 1pm 9am - 12pm 9am - 1pm 9am - 1pm 9am - 1pm 9am - 12pm 9am - 1pm 9am - 1pm 9am - 1pm 9am - 12pm 9am - 1pm 9am - 1pm, 2pm - 6pm 9am - 1pm, 2pm - 6pm 8am - 2pm, 3pm - 6pm 3pm - 10pm 10am - 10pm

*sob sob*

zul, posted @ 9:02 PM

Monday, November 01, 2004

haiz..... today is another boring day... i juz had a few hours of sleep... i cant get back to sleep easily after sahur... so woke up at arnd 9+... me n my mum had to accompany my auntie n my cuzzin to k.k hospital for my cuzzin circumcision... we reach there at about 11am... at 12+ den he got to change clothes, wen to d ward n had d medicine n wen to sleep so he will not feel any pain during d operation.... haiyoh~ it was damn long seh... my auntie was at d ward wif him while me n my mum was waiting outside... i tot it will not be dat long like how it was during my time... haiz... all me n my mum did was sleep, wake up, sleep, wake up.... at 5+ den they came out from dat ward... ler..... damn bored seh there.... wish i had my md wif me but kak liyah(akmal's sis) borrowed it... haiz.... so after dat wen to 7 11 in d hospital to buy sum drinks coz we might buka on our way home... n we did... reached my auntie's home arnd 7+... eat there... den wen home... boring rite.... haiz......... so heres sumthin which is not boring... i did dis hmm.... 2 days ago i think...

d grey gradient is not nice due to d low quality photobucket had done to dis pic after uploading... :(

zul, posted @ 11:53 PM