Friday, August 27, 2004
Seather feat. Amy Lee(Evanescence) - Broken
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I wanted you to know
that i love the way you laugh
i wanna hold you high and
steal your pain away
I keep your photograph
not knowing it
serves me well
i wanna hold you high
and steal your pain
Cause i'm broken
when i'm lonesome
and i dont feel right
when you go away
You go away
You dont feel me...anymore
The worst is over now
and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high
and steal my pain
away
Theres so much left to learn
and no one left to fight
i wanna hold you high
and steal your pain
[chorus]
Cause i'm broken
when i'm open
and i dont feel right
i am strong enough
Cause i'm broken
when i'm lonesome
and i dont feel right
when you go away
You go away
You dont feel me...anymore
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zul, posted @ 5:56 PM
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
hmmm.... looks like its getting to bored in here... even my regular taggers aint regular animore.... haiz.... well... my life looks good for now... d problem r now settle... we r much more understanding now... hmm... but wat ever it is i wudn't wan to lose her... i love her so much... but i get confused sumtimes... coz she said she love me too... n sumtimes she said she dun... hope dat she do love me... maybe 1 day she will tell me d truth... to love me n to appreciate wat i haf done to her... btw... get well soon dear.... love u so much.... hmm... i noe she dun read my blog but this is d onli place where i can note down my memories which will not fade away....
haiz... life haf to go on... dunno wat else to say... so its me again... signing off~
zul, posted @ 10:21 PM
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
haiz....... i cried... yeah... dats rite... its d 4th time since yesterday.... i even cried wen im going to "sleep" after my eoa paper juz now... argh!!!!! fuck lah!!!!
dun ask... i dun wanna talk bout it....
im fuck up!!
boy EMO... signing off...
zul, posted @ 5:46 PM
Thursday, August 12, 2004
haiz~~ long time never blog... coz im quite busy n my comp got fuck up.... now its ok alreadi...
hmm... d last weekend was busy... on saturday i wen to collect a prize which my sis won it from a quiz in d malay newspaper... it was at bradell... wen there wif my sis, my mum n my cuzzin... so after dat we wen to town.... i was surprise coz usuali my mum dun like going to town coz she said she get a headache there... so we wen to taka... my sis bought a present for her fren's bday... after dat we walk arnd at esplanade... theres a carnival there for d national day n d fireworks at marina... but theres no fireworks dat day.... so we juz sit arnd n waited for my dad to come... wen my dad came we wen home...
at home i talk to her on d phone... we talk as usual n we also keep quite for sum time... den suddenly she ask me "boring eh?" n i said yes... den she immediately said "ok lah... bye..." n put down d phone... we quarrel dat nite... she even dare me to find a new bez fren whu is as good as her... haiz~~
so on sunday wen to a wedding ceremony of a relative... n after dat wen home n get change coz we r going to fort canning for Karnival Muzik Singapura organized by radio Warna n Ria... d concert was quite entertaining... i like hazrul nizam singing d song "this love" by maroon 5.... so we wen home at arnd 10+.... actuali d concert havent finish coz at 10 theres rock concert by local malay rockbands... but my mum n aunties dun wanna watch... :( so we took d bus 7 straight home...
i ask for apology from her for many times dat nite... n she started to play miss call wif me... so i tot dat she accept my apology.... she call me wen im at home... n she said dat last nite she actuali ask me "r u bored of me" so maybe i heard wrongly... i told her dat i said yes coz theres no topic to talk last nite... so we r now ok...
monday... it was national day... wen to ndp wif my mum, my sis, my auntie n my cuzzin... my dad was marching dat day.... we got to sit at d extension sits at d bottom... weeee~~ it was fun... we got sprayed by d fireman... haha... after ndp msg wif her... luckily she talk wif me as usual... so we wen to d carpark behind d mcdonald near kalang mrt to meet wif my dad.... n den we wen home...
tuesday i did not wen out... i finish up my maths n physics hw.... n tried to fix up my modem but i cant....
wednesday... wen to skool as usual... after skool got maths focus... n guess wat... im d onli guy for my class whu attended.... haha... go to hell wif the other guys.... its up to them to face another problem n to face d prelims n N level exam.... haiz~~
today... most of d guys came coz got p.e.... obviously d came for p.e. coz they wanna play soccer.... hmm... b4 dat i had TPI wif mr lee... haha... i talk crap wif him... hmm... during malay norita n shahidah told me dat my bez fren look for me yesterday after our focus... i tot it was her.... but they say it was fiza... they said dat fiza wanna ask a favour from me... hmm... next time if its so important den call me lah.... u remembered my number rite... hehe... so recess i exchange hp wif her... n after recess i got basics... n she msg me.... but i cant reply coz d place i sit was open... teacher can see wat im doing very easily... so wen got back to class i reply her msg... but i use my prepaid instead of her's... so after skool me, akmal, linda n daniel waited for bob... so at d same time i wait for her also coz we need to exchange back our hp... while waiting we sit at d canteen... i wen to talk wif fiqa.... tak tau malu mintak org blanje air.... hehe... juz joking lah dear... n theres no use of u taking my ic... haha... kalau nak simpan kan bole jugak... but jgn kasi ilang ar.... kalau ilang u pay for it ar.... hehe... den fiza said i sombong wif her.... mane ader seh.... if i sombong ngan u... i didnt wave wen u call me on friday infront of d office... n i tak msg u lah... hehe... sori aniway if u thinks dat i sombong... ;) hmm.... juz now my mum ask me n my sis to watch sumthin on d tv... n it was indians doing dikir barat.... lol! they look natural seh.... hehe....
so dats all... i will try to keep on updating my blog... gonna b stress up next week coz we r having prelim exam... haiz~~ so heres d lyric for dis music video...
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Blink 182 - I Miss You
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Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
I miss you...
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (i miss you)
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peace!
zul, posted @ 7:01 PM
