Wednesday, June 30, 2004
b4 i start i wud like to thank atiqah for helping me to figure out wat i shud say to ****** wen we r fighting.... thankz eh.... ;)
normal day at skool today... i reach skool late coz it was raining in d morning n i haf to take d bus... but d bus came late.... luckily d teacher said dun haf to see DM after skool coz got dat raining excuse.... so wen d others finish d assembly i n my other 2 fren, whu was late also, walk up d main staircase n i saw ******.... after dat during eoa she send me her pic which she took using her fren's hp.... she's cute... hehe... ;) after skool wen to 513 for a while... there were sec 3 guys sitting on a bench n us sitting on another bench... isham was sitting wif d sec 3 guys n den he sit bside me coz bob wanna talk wif him.... after a while d sec 3 guys walk down d staircase n took a bus.... den suddenly feroz shout "isham!!! beg kau!!!" n isham whu was sitting bside me juz answered "ar..." wahahahahah~!!! every1 was laughing seh.... belo nyer feroz.... he didnt noe dat isham was sitting bside me n den dier tak nak malu dier ckp dier sengaje jerit sebab nak buat klakar....... wahahahah~~!!!
zul, posted @ 9:56 PM
Tuesday, June 29, 2004
wooohoooooo~~ 45 mins of black out in clementi... hahak~!! it all happen arnd 10pm today.... we were watching tv n suddenly i tot dat i turn blind.... lol!! every1 grab their hp n use d light to find a torch light..... n den we played sum light show at d kitchen window.... haha.... theres sum ppl from d same n opposite block whu join us also....
quarrel wif ****** today.... haiz.... but now ok alreadi.... kalau nak tau aper cite tanyer sendiri lah eh.... malas nak type kat sini....
zul, posted @ 11:03 PM
Saturday, June 26, 2004
wah... 2 days never blog... im now watching france vs greece... so its halftime now.... so i blog to kill time lah..... hmm... dunno wat to talk about seh.... all i can say is dat d enjoyment i had during LP Concert at padang is still in me.... i still dun get enuf of it... i will always blast LP songs wen i use my comp during d day.... hehe....
so skool will open next week... i juz receive a msg from said last nite... he told me all d physics hw for june holiday.... alermak~~ not enuf time to finish up seh.... dier pon satu bukan nak bilang siang2..... den bout 2 weeks ago i ask zhenxi bout hw... den she said she will scan for me n email it to me..... till now she havent mail me anithin...... haiyah~~!!! fuck lah!!!!!!!! fuck up frens!!! fuck up teachers!!!! fuck up skool!!!! fuck up june holiday!!!!! fuck up plans!!!! fuck up life!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
isnt there anibody whu understand wat im going thru?????!!!!!!!!!!
haiz................................................
heres sumthin i wanna share...
"y the sudden change in our frenship without actually confronting him..its really difficult u noe..i noe of serious relationships that are like this where couples get distant..tu i bleh understand..tapi frens like dis? y seh? we aren't even in talkin terms anymore.. its really botherin me cos i really miss him..all i ask is nothing more than some of his time..is dat too much to be askin from a fren?..u tell me..." [baca sampai habis]
took dis from anakmelayu.com.... a lady whu had a similar problem wif mine..... haiz....
heres d lyric for dis music video....
Linkin Park - Numb
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I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
But I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
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zul, posted @ 3:44 AM
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
last nite was d best nite ever even though my ankle still hurts coz of d jumping.... but thankz to LP for dat kick ass performance....
so dis is wat happen yesterday...
We reach Padang at arnd 7pm... i felt sum raindrops but luckily d whether is great... Que up at the roadside... Den suddenly i saw the middle entrance que was shorter... So we que up there n other ppl behind us also followed... We got in bout a few mins later.... Crowds started to flow in and finding the best spot to stand... Instead we chose to sit down near to the spotlight tower... Even though its a bit further from the stage but we can still see the view quite clearly... I juz don't understand when i see some girls who came in wif high heels and skirts... This is a ROCK concert, duh~
Then at 8pm, Sheik Haikal & Daniel Ong came on stage. They said dat we r CRAZY PPL... In fact wat they say is somehow true. Wat the heck r we doin playing loud music at the padang when the parliment house and court is juz nearby? This is so cool! Anyway, after that they introduce a Korean band called PIA. We tot they r juz bunch of craps but when they start strumming, wow...they sound a bit like Linkin Park. It was said that they've also been the opening act for Limp Bizkit's Concert. Sadly, they started to bore us coz the crowd juz so eager to see the REAL band to come out. Sheik Haikal & Daniel Ong came out again... they talk crap... n they said dat no body surf n moshing r allowed... oow... too bad... but it make sense... we r there to enjoy d music, jump arnd n head bang... not to hurt ourself rite... while they were talking crap my cuzzin shout "FUCK OFF!" den there was dis indian guy... he turn arnd n smile n den hi5 wif my cuzzin... haha!! Then there was a break ard 9.15pm. They really keep us waiting in there and we decided to sit again...
my sis said,"OK..let's keep a lookout at the spotlight man.If they started to stand by the lights, means it's goin to start soon." We can see that the stage crews are preparing the band's instruments on stage. Then the background banner drops,showing "LINKIN PARK". Crowds started to make noise. I looked up and see the guy at the spotlight stood up. And we stood as well. We were guessing wat song they're gonna play first... i guess it was "Don't Stay", my cuzzin guess for "Papercut" n my sis guess for "Faint"...
9.30pm sharp... the music starts... crowds goin crazy. Then the band starts playing Don't Stay, which i guessed correctly. We moved forward and joined the crowds singing and jumping. Its like they really got us hypnotised. there was dis part when i feel like i cant control myself n im going crazy... but luckily im fine... The ppl were sporting too, its like they know which part to sing out loud and to jump... but there was 2 Caucasian in front of us... they stood still like a statue n juz nod their head... i was abt to hit them when i was jumping arnd...
Chester had a new haircut, Mike is always wif his cap on, Mr Hahn had his hair went flat like a nerd, Brad has outgrown his hair while Rob & Phoenix stays the same. Oh ya..we sang a birthday song to one of their band management crew named Janet coz they said she's goin to leave the management soon. And it's a rare occassion where u get to hear Chester and Mike sang birthday song live in front of u...
Anyway, the songs they played is almost the same as wat u've seen in Live In Texas. Except they played a song by Nine Inch Nail, i think they played d song titled Wish. they done it pretty well eventhough its my first time listening to dat song. den d last song was One Step Closer... every1 was jumping arnd to dat song... dat was d best part coz my cuzzin carry me up from my back when i was jumping.... At the end of the concert, our body starts to ache and damn thirsty after all that screaming. BUT...i think its worth my 85 bucks at the open field, i didnt get squashed or trapped in the crowd. I got my own space,juz cant get a very clear view though... So, let me remind u, if they're coming again... DONT MISS THE CHANCE!!!!!!!!
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zul, posted @ 7:14 PM
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
weee~~ new skin..... dis is d 2nd blogskin i made on my own.... i haf to say dat dis is d best skin i have made b4.... got d idea from LP website.... im reali proud of dis skin..... hehe....
so today me n my sis wen to town.... first we wen to Specialists' Shopping Centre to buy LP Concert tix at d sistic counter..... at last got d tix.... hehe... here it is for display...
den we wen to d famous amos shop n bought sum cookies.... we wen to heeren after dat.... im trying to look for a "slacker" shorts to wear for 2morrow LP Concert.... found 1 at 77th Streets which cost $36.90.... after dat we took a bus n wen to esplanade... we wen to d rooftop coz my sis wanna record sum video there.... after dat we walk at Padang to see hows d place gonna be for 2morrow LP Concert... so there was dis part where d Padang was covered wif walls..... so onli ppl "From The Inside" can watch LP perform..... while ppl whu dun haf d tix can onli listen from outside.... oow.... so sad.... muahahahah~~!! gonna haf lots of fun 2morrow.... hahak~!! dats all.... see ya~!!
zul, posted @ 1:38 AM
Saturday, June 19, 2004
haiz~~ today was so boring.... wait!!! sumthin i never forget....
HaPPy BiRTHDay To FiQa n FiZa!!!
nobody msg me except for i msg ppl... n d onli ppl whu reply is jaz.... i wake up early today... arnd 10+.... coz my mom said last nite dat i need to help my dad carry d tv to send it for repair.... den at last my dad never say anithin bout sending it to repair.... ler.... susah payah jer bangun siang siket..... so i was quite sleepy coz didnt haf much sleep.... but didnt sleep d whole day.... i got to use d comp.... adjust arnd wif my blog.... n dis is d result now.... hope dat u ppl enjoy d video.... ;) so juz now me n my parents wen to ntuc to buy sum stuffs..... den my dad bought ice cream cone from mcdonald.... den wen wanna pay d things i saw a guy wearing dis ATTICUS CLOTHING shirt....
n he was also carrying an ATTICUS plastic bag.... where d hell he got those stuff seh???
after buying those stuffs my mum said we go kfc n eat sumthin there.... so i sms my sis n den later we meet up at kfc..... i ate 2 piece of chicken n 1 sml whip potato.... actuali i cant finish d 2nd piece of chicken coz i alreadi ate my dinner b4 going to to ntuc..... but everytime i feel abit full n my food is not finish yet i will always try to finish it.... so after eating we wen home.... every1 slack arnd.... den wen my dad sleep for a while my sis write sumthin for our father's day card... den till now im using d comp..... gonna log out soon.... need sum sleep.... haf to wake up reali early also 2morrow coz my parents said wanna go jogging..... haiz..... surely i cant sleep again.... haiz............ if u r wondering whether im still fuck up..... yes i am.......
so heres d lyric for dis music video....
Linkin Park - Faint
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I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints, but I can help the fact, that everybody can see these scars
What I want you to want, what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believe this is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you want what I've got
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I am a little bit insecure, a little unconfident
'Cause you don't understand, I do what I can, but sometimes I don't make sense
I say what you never wanna say, but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, for once just to hear me out
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you want what I've got
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Now
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me, like it or not
Right now
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me, like it or not
Right now
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I can't feel
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
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zul, posted @ 11:55 AM
hey! wanna see my mohawk from d side?? here u go...
nice rite.... 2 more days to go for LP Live In Singapore.... gonna shout as loud as i can to release all my fuck up feelings.... theres sumthin else i need to say... but i wanna sleep soon coz haf to wake up early 2morrow....
dis song is call Somewhere I Belong by Linkin Park...
heres d lyric...
Linkin Park - Somewhere I Belong
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(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all that they can see the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
[Chorus]
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long
(Erase all the pain till it's gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
Cause I can't justify the way, everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
[Repeat Chorus]
I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today
[Repeat Chorus]
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong
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zul, posted @ 2:25 AM
Friday, June 18, 2004
im totally fuck up!! looks like dis month i dun reali haf luck.... everything juz dun turn up rite.... like today... i dun get to go town wif my sis coz my cuzzin come.... den at nite d tv in d hall burst.... wat the fuck!! feel like giving up in life....... haiz........
dis is wat i did today.... dis is d first time i tried using d airbrush tool to make d bumper for dis Subaru Legacy.... im crazy of subaru i think....
original:
mod 1: lowering, bumper, carbon fiber bonnet
mod 2: carbon fiber for d whole car
(-FUCK UP ZUL-)
zul, posted @ 12:09 AM
Thursday, June 17, 2004
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so fuck up man!!!!!!! fed up of everything bcoz of dis fucking holiday!!!!!
FUCK U "HOOLIGANS"!!!
i told quz dat most ppl ade mcm2 hal... abeh akmal plak dis weekend gi serawak den d next weekend ader gig...... sebok sak ngan gig dier..... n i said gi mampos ar.... aku dah malas nak tanyer org lain.... tak payah pegi sudah......
im so fuck up wif them so i decided not to plan for d ubin animore....... fuck wif them!! fuck wif everything they said!!!
n now fuck wif starhub!!! i didnt or havent receive ani mail from them bout d contest...... if i dont den y does atleast 1 of 2 of my entry didnt get to b d chosen 10....... fuck man!!!
(-FUCK UP ZUL-)
zul, posted @ 2:16 AM
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
****** msg me juz now... she ask wats wrong wif me now a days.... i told her nothin, maybe coz i was juz bored to death... den she ask me again y am i bored to death... i said coz asek dudok umah jer... den i ask her... whenever u not working how bout we go out sumwhere, can?
as i tot.... they will always b a problem.... she did not reply....
WAT THE FUCK!
haiz...................... heres my latest photoshop car...
Subaru Impreza WRX Sti (World Rally Team)
original:
mod: lowering, carbon fiber bonnet, clean up decal, new subaru decal, removed dat thingy at d roof n d antenna...
wif carbon fiber eyebrow for d headlights:
zul, posted @ 3:29 AM
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
im back wif my photoshop cars.... i was bored n thinkin of making 1..... so here it goes.... its a Subaru Impreza WRX Sti
(click to enlarge)
original:
mod:
here it is wif LED light:
n here it is wif bright LED light n neon lighting in the rain:
2morrow is d result for LP album cover contest.... i had dis feeling dat im reali gonna win dat contest.... n my sis told me dat she dreamt dat we won dat contest..... hope dat everything will come true....
haiz~~ im juz a kid.... WAT THE FUCK!
zul, posted @ 1:06 AM
Monday, June 14, 2004
d ubin plan is again fuck up! its too late seh to make ppl confirm for going ubin today(sunday)... so i ask quz to plan for next sunday..... atleast theres sum time for ppl to confirm whether can go or not..... haiz..... feel like giving up on dat ubin plan...... im alreadi damn bored...... juz now my parents n me wen to changi village to haf sum fresh air...... we walk arnd at d beach n my mum tell me sum story bout d last time wen my mum wen to tekong wif her family... dat was long time ago wen b4 she got married.... they used to haf their own kampong at tekong.... so after walking arnd we wen to eat at d food court.... den walk arnd again den wen home...... get to talk wif ****** juz now... she ask me whether i dun haf plan of going out or not.... den i said takkan asek i jer nak kene plan, org lain tak payah plan per.... den she ask wats wrong wif me.... coz d way i speak is like i was being angry..... i said takde aper2 lah.... den she said ok ok dun wanna ask u animore question bout dat... coz she scared if i become angry.... haha~ tau pon takot..... but its true seh.... y shud i always b d 1 whu plan of all d outing.... den if i plan of spending sum time wif her, AS IF she wanna go.... later she will gif reason dat she haf to work lah... den if i ask cannot take off izzit.... den she will say as if dats my father shop...... fuck lah!! like dis u call us as bezfren??? wanna spend sum time together also difficult...... n since we became bezfren d onli time we go out together was last year.... n we juz go to d library n study....... dats was not enuf lah....... i wanna spend more time wif u....... not juz spending time on d phone....... n now its even hard for u to call me....... haiz~~~ looks like i choose d rite song for me...... i noe dat its not fair.... nobody cares coz im alone n d world is having more fun den me....................................
fucked out!!
to fiza: my 11 june entry, dat 7 more days... i mean 7 more days to 19 june.... tak payah tanyer lah sape nyer bday.... sendiri tau lah.... btw i check ur mail alreadi...
to nadera: hi... thankz for bloghoppin...
to fiqa: i check ur mail also... theres sum b'day alarm request also.... i got nothin to say actuali.... so... take care dear....
zul, posted @ 1:40 AM
Sunday, June 13, 2004
wen to play bowling at jurong wif my sis n my dad arnd 9+.... looks like my dad pandai nak buat baek wif me.... so we played to game each... d first round score was my dad got 135, i got 99 n my sis got 69.... den d second round score was my dad got 104, i got 100 n my sis 89.... after playing we bought sum food at mcdonald drive-thru nearby n den wen home.... at home i ate my double cheese burger n now im updating my blog n at d same time watching soccer, portugal vs greece.... d score now is portugal 0 n greece 2.... portugal realli dissapoint me seh... argh!! theres itch in my left eye again..... haf been like dis for d pass 2 days seh...... i took an eye drop juz now.... den suddenly i tasted sumthin bitter in my throat... must b dat eye drop.... :(
so heres d lyric for dis song.... k lah... take care...
Simple Plan - I'm Just A Kid
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I woke up it was 7
Waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think I've got alot of friends
But I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone
When you're spending every day on your own
And here it goes
I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me
And maybe when the night is dead
I'll crawl into my bed staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go & they're gonna leave me here on my own
And here it goes
I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me
What the fuck is wrong with me
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored & I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me tonight
I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cuz I'm just a kid tonight
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zul, posted @ 1:17 AM
Saturday, June 12, 2004
hmm... i woke up at 3 today... reali cant sleep last nite.... i listen to d radio n my md till 5+.... at 6pm i went to meet ayu(4N1) to gif her d 2 cd dat i made for her.... she gave me $10... shes so generous... at first she ask me how much i wan for 1 cd... i said $3... but den she ask me to make 2 cd n she will gif me $10.... ;) so after dat wen home... take a bath n den eat.... use d comp... uploaded sum songs to d music codes n suddenly ****** call me... she said she wanna meet me n gif her d tape.... quickly change my clothes n go out wif my mum coz she wanna go ntuc to buy sum things wif my dad.... so i told my mum dat i juz meet her there.... on my way to meet ******, quz call me.... but ****** was doing d talking... she ask me where am i... i said i was on my way.... i was a bit confused coz ****** call me using quz's hp.... wen i reach at d bridge i met wif ****** n quz.... she said dat they were from chalet....we talk for a while... n quz ask me bout our plan of going to ubin.... i told him dat i ask akmal n he said dunno.... den quz said how bout on sunday coz he haf to work on sat.... so i will juz haf to call elmo to confirm bout it.... den quz said my black MADE shirt is nice.... dat was d first time sum1 said dat shirt is nice.... ;) so after dat they cross d bridge... quz going to work but he go home first i think... while ****** took a bus home from west coast... n i wen to meet up wif my parents at ntuc.... after buying sum things we wen straight home.... me n my mum go home first while my dad was trying to check his van at d carpark.... wen reach home i wen to my room n change my clothes n after dat switch on d comp.... after a while, my dad came home n he ask me to buy ice kacang..... den i said alermak~ tak nak ar... org dah tukar baju baru nak suroh beli ice kacang.... tadi sbelom balek tak nak beli....
den my mum at kitchen said.... alah~ org kat kedai tu pon bukan tgk baju kau... die tgk duet kau....
den my dad was persuading me... bole lah... belikan lah....
haiz~~~ binget seh.... den i was sitting in front of d comp but havent click on anithing yet, 'smsing' sum ppl n trying to buat bodoh.... den suddenly my mum call my name.... haiz~ ok i understand... she dun wan me to b rude to my dad.... i didnt switch off d comp properly... i juz switch off d plug.... walk to my dad n ask for money.... he was there relaxing at d sofa n smiling.... wtf! i did not smile.... i juz make an angry face.... he gave me $50 to buy a $3 ice kacang.... dun haf small change izzit?? den wen to my room n change to my shorts.... on d way to al-azhar i juz realize dat my shirt got torn at back collar... see lah.... my mum dun wan me to change my clothes rite.... kan dah slekeh dgn baju koyak.... after buying dat fucking ice kacang i wen home n put dat ice kacang at d table in front of d sofa where my dad was relaxing n gif him d money change.... wen straight to my room n sit at d bed for a while n 'smsing' ******.... i told her dat i was binget wif my dad... n she try to cool me down... after dat she said she will call me later... so i change my shorts.... n den switch on d comp....upload sum more songs... n den ****** call.... she ask am i still binget.... i said no.... den we talk.... she told me wat she talk wif quz juz now b4 i came.... quz ask her did she tell me or not dat she wen to chalet... she said yes.... but actuali she did not.... she realli tot dat she told me bout it.... den quz ask her whether she haf make me angry b4 or not... she said no.... n quz said u better dun make him angry coz we all("the hooligans") scared of him wen last time he scold elmo coz we cant imagine dat d quietest guy in class cud haf said dat to elmo.... wen ****** told me dat i was like "wah~! biar btol seh..." haha.... so ppl... remember wat 1 of my close fren said... dun try to make me angry... muahahaha~! ;) i said quz as 1 of my close fren coz he told ****** dat i was 1 of his pal whu talk to him wen he was being "pulau".... ;D thankz bro... after talking wif ****** i watch South Park d movie which my sis brought home from i dunno where.... at d same time i was 'smsing' ******..... she told me dat she was waiting for quz to call her at 1 45am coz dat was d break time for his work... den i ask her wen she wanna buy a hp... coz she haf been using my other hp for quite long since her hp spoilt... den she said she persuade her mum alreadi but theres no respond n she told me dat she can gif me back my hp if i wan it....
i said no... u juz use it first... if my mum ask bout d hp i will juz say dat ****** using it.... hey~ my mum recognise ****** u noe.... i hope dat my mum will understand... den i suggest her to save sum of her salary so dat she can buy a hp.... but den she never reply.... so continue watching south park.... it was so funny seh..... even though got all those fucking language.... it was like little kids talking like an adult.... actuali d movie was abit racist between d white n d black n d americans n d canadian.... haf to watch d movie if wanna noe wat i mean.... so after d movie i continue using d comp.... n here i am updating my blog... juz now at 1 45am i msg quz.... i ask him whether he was talking to ****** on d phone or not.... den a few mins later he reply...
he said he got call her... they talk bout 5mins.... n he also said dun worry pal... we r juz frens....
so i said ok thank aniway, actuali i juz tot dat she sleep alreadi coz she didnt reply my msg, k lah keje baek2, aper2 msg jer...
so he reply n said alrite, trust me pal, dah lambat gini mesti dier dah tdo nye...
ok... i trust him... ;) so 2morrow i haf to confirm wif elmo bout dat ubin plan n den confirm wif d others n after dat haf to tell quz.... haiz~~ im like d organizer alreadi seh....
k lah... wanna sleep... im yawning alreadi... hope dat i can sleep earlier dis time.... take care~~
zul, posted @ 1:27 AM
Friday, June 11, 2004
wat a boring holiday~~~~~~~~ i ask akmal whether d plan of going to ubin jadi ke tak? den he said dunno.... ler.... time plan sume semangat seh.... world ar korang~! merepek sak.... boring seh!!! ani1 wanna go out?? watch movie or sumthin... haiz~~ see lah its going to b 3am wen im typing dis.... i cant sleep~ a few mins ago my dad came home from work n he gif me air bandung den juz now my mum came out of her room asking me to sleep....
eh!! to day is 11 june.... 10 more days to LP concert.... n 4 more days to d result for d LP album cover contest(wish me luck... hope dat i win...).... n not forgetting 7 more days to my dear frens' bday.... ;)
k lah... dats all... wanna shut down d comp alreadi... if not later my mum come out again.....
to fiza... hey~! if u wanna chat wif me juz msg my hp wen u r online k.... n tell kak syeeqeen dat im ready to make her cd coz i haf juz finish making my fren's cd.... so maybe if she wanna pass me d songs herself she can juz add me at msn.... ok... take care~!!
btw... d MUSIC CODES r in a new format.... juz copy n paste at ur website... it still works as normal.... ;)
zul, posted @ 2:47 AM
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
change d song... i noe dis song is not new animore... but i put it here coz dis is wat i feel.....
Hoobastank - Running Away
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I don't want you
To give it all up
And leave your own life
Collecting dust
And I don't want you
To feel sorry for me
You never gave us
A chance to be
And I don't need you
To be by my side
To tell me that
Everything's all right
I just wanted you to
Tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you
Why are you running away
Why are you running away
'Cause I did enough
To show you that I
Was willing to give and sacrifice
And I was the one
Who was lifting you up
When you thought
Your life had had enough
And when I get close
You turn away
There's nothing that
I can do or say
So now I need you to
Tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you
So why are you running away
Why are you running away
Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
To make you
Change your mind
Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
Is it a waste of time
Is it me, is it you
Nothing that I can do
To make you
Change your mind
So why are you running away
Why are you running away
(What is it I've got to say)
So why are you running away
(To make you admit you're afraid)
Why are you running away
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zul, posted @ 9:31 PM
so boring........... im alone at home n none of u is online.... :(
update for yesterday.... me, my sis, my sis bf's lil sis wen to swensen at clarke quay where my sis's bf works.... we had lunch there... i ate chilli fish pasta... n we also ordered ice cream... i share ice cream wif my sis coz i alreadi cannot tahan d aircon there.... so cold.... den we wanna pay alreadi theres sum problem wif d cashier n so d manager gave us free drinks n ice cream.... we juz haf to pay for our meal... ;) after dat we wen to print d LP album cover.... at last got to print it... den we wen to post office at town.... n mission accomplished.... hehe... juz haf to wait for d result on 16 june... so we walk around at town looking for a shoe for my sis.... it was arnd 7.30... actuali i was suppose to meet ****** at her work place at 7.... but cancelled coz she haf to go to ecp.... :( at heeren we took a pic.... d camera was so fast dat we dun haf enuf time to pose properly... heres d pic...
n dats me wif my mohawk.... of course it doesnt look good from d front.... n i tried making my hairstyle as usual but not nice coz d side is very short.... so i will juz haf my eyes wide open wen walking at town coz d sub cultures may think dat im a punk.... ;p
after dat we tot of going to far east... but we change our mind n juz go home.... me n my sis wen to d vcd n dvd rental machine.... we rent lord of d rings: return of d king.... wen home n d movie start rite after frens... hehe... n d movie ends at arnd 1 40am... i like d scene wen aragorn, legolas n gimli jump out of d boat n den d ghost soldiers came out n attack d enemy.... so after d movie wen wen to sleep but i still cant sleep.... i listen to d radio n after dat change to my md.... i haf juz realize dat most of d songs in my md r like related to my life.... haiz..... until it was arnd 4+ den i get to sleep.....
im so bored~~~~~~~~~~~ maybe i'll update more later.... peace!
zul, posted @ 3:41 PM
Sunday, June 06, 2004
hmm... today wen to toa payoh arnd 8+.... wen there coz my dad wanna change ambulance wif his fren... while waiting for my dad, me, my sis n my mom walk arnd at d toa payoh central i think.... wen into cash convertor... look arnd at d items on sale... we found our digital camera selling at onli $100+.... den walk arnd again.... so bored.... meet up wif my dad... he bought us ice cream... walk again.... den we wen home.... boring rite.... buat penat jer ikot.... ;p
zul, posted @ 11:44 AM
collected my record book at 4+... i juz pass... looks like im slacking in my studies.... my total is 302/600... percentage is 50.3... class position is 7/28... n heres mr lee's(my form teacher) remarks... "zulfadli is a conscientious student with a serious attitude concerning work. keep up the good work." btw wat does conscientious means?? my teacher ask my mum whether i study at home... n my mum said yes... hahak~! as if~ mr lee advice me not to get influence by d "hooligans" in my class.... den he point out dat my mohawk was influence by akmal... haha.... so i said at least i do it during d holiday.... he juz smile.... LOSER~ ;) wen we wanna go home my mum call my dad n he told us to wait for him to fetch us home.... so we waited for him at d bus stop... soon we wen home in style... hehe... wif ambulance lah.... ;p at home i played d comp... dl songs n after dat take a bath... i cut a bit of my hair coz i notice dat d front is abit long wen i make my mohawk.... hehe... first time seh cut my own hair.... i think i cut about 1 cm long...d got2be glued was actuali easy to rinse off... at d bottle it says dat i haf to use a shampoo to rinse it.... i think its juz a way of business so we will buy their shampoo product.... ;) so next time try b4 u buy..... hehe... its 1.34am rite now... im watching wwe judgement day.... its d match between eddie guerero n jbl... cant say anithin bout dat match... eddie was bleeding severely.... rabak seh.... d ring is also got lots of blood stain.... he was bleeding like dat also he dun wanna gif up... his face full of blood seh.....crazy latino heat~
ok lah... dats all...
peace!
zul, posted @ 1:13 AM
Friday, June 04, 2004
haiz~ tomorrow collect report book.... scared seh...
so i haf my own phlogger... now i can blog where ever i wan... ;) hmm... at first i was struggling to customize dat phlogger... i ask atiqah but she was away... den suddenly my internet connection gone... i tried changing d ip address but still cant connect... so i shut down d comp... take a bath n den wen to west coast food court to eat wif my parents... we wen there arnd 6+ coz my dad haf to go work arnd 7+... he was not rushing to go to work... so we eat there rather than juz take away... after eating my dad send me n my mum home... den after awhile me n my mum wen to top up our ezlink at interchange... my mum wanted to top up her ezlink using nets but she left her nets in her working bag... after dat my mum wen to buy shoes coz her shoe for working wanna spoil alreadi... while waiting for d salesperson look for my mum's size, my mum was wondering whether she can pay using nets or not... den i say can coz i saw a sticker of paying using nets at d cashier... clumsy us... we forgot dat my mum never bring her nets... hahak~!! luckily she got bring her money... haiyah~ after my mum bought her shoes we wen to buy milk... on d way there we saw d barber still open... so after buying milk we wen to d barber... cut my hair n my mum talk wif d barber... member lame... ;) i have been cutting my hair at dat shop since kindergarten coz d barber was my dad's fren... last time i used to get a free hair cut but now no more... haf to pay $8 but juz now d barber ask me to pay $7 onli... den we wen to an electrical shop coz my mum wanna buy wire to lengthen d wire for her fan... we wen home n she ask me to fix d wire of her.... did dat n den i take over d comp from my sis... so i figured out alreadi how to customize dat phlogger.... ;)
zul, posted @ 11:50 AM
Thursday, June 03, 2004
i haf juz made a new feature to dis blog... c d drop down menu which says "Breaking The Habit Music Codes"? yeah... dats rite... juz click on d song dat u wan n u can listen n even copy d music code to paste it at ur site...
haiz~~ so bored... n frustrated wif ******... she haf juz msg me... she ask me wat m i doing... so i said im using d comp n ask her back... she said she was sitting at d sofa n shes tired... i ask lah y she tired.... she said coz after work she jalan2 at town... n den she also said ok bye i need to rest....
eh kalau nak bebual juz by sending 1 or 3 msg n nak "step" tak lupe kawan, lebih baek tak payah send lah gal............... kalau dah malas nak layan ckp jer lah...........................
FUCK OFF!!
zul, posted @ 11:14 PM
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
so bored~ very2 bored~ im bored to death~~~
haiz~~~~~~~~~~
Which Characteristic From the Samurai Code Matches You Best? (You may find out your best trait)
Compassion: You are there to share your sympathy
with others. People would consider you
affectionate and caring, and someone to look up
to.
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What genre of rock are you?
Numetal... You make some good stuff! The other
genres don't really like you but you reach the
masses with your touching lyrics... Just
remember it isn't all about fame...
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What Do You Truly Desire?
Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
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zul, posted @ 9:57 PM
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
i present to u....
Breaking The Habit,
Counting Down to Linkin Park Live in Singapore
muahahaha~~ so boring ar today...... i dunno wat to talk about... so heres d lyric for dis song...
Linkin Park - Nobody's Listening
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[Verse 1: Mike Shinoda]
Peep the style and the kids checking for it
The number one question is
How could you ignore it
We drop right back in the cut
Over basement tracks
With raps that got you backing this up like (rewind that)
We're just rolling with the rhythm
Rise from the ashes of stylistic division
With these non-stop lyrics of life living
Not to forgotten
But still unforgiven
But in the meantime there are those who wanna
Talk this and that/ so I suppose
It gets to a point feelings gotta get hurt
And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt
[Chorus: Chester]
Try to give you warning
But everyone ingnores me
(Told you everything loud and clear)
But nobody's listening
Call to you so clearly
But you don't want to hear me
(Told you everything loud and clear)
But nobody's listening
[Verse 2: Mike Shinoda]
I got a
Heart full of pain/head full of stress
Handful of anger/held in my chest
And everythings left is a waste of time
I hate my rhymes
(But hate everyone else's more)
I'm riding on the back of this pressure
Guessing that it's better
I can't keep myself together
Because all of this stress
Gave me something to write on
The pain gave me something
I could set my sights on
You never forget the blood, sweat, and tears
The uphill struggle over the years
The fear and trash talking
And the peopleit was to
And the people that started it
Just like you
[Chorus]
I got a
Heart full of pain/head full of stress
Handful of anger/held in my chest
Uphill stuggle/blood, sweat, and tears
Nothing to gain/everything to fear
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zul, posted @ 11:48 PM
