Zulfadli's Blog

Friday, April 30, 2004

change d song to suit my fuck up life rite now... heres d lyric...

Tipe X - Sakit Hati
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Sakit hati, bikin sakit hati
Semua ini terjadi berkali-kali
Nggak pernah aku mengerti, mengapa begini
Masih saja kau selalu ingkari janji
Cobalah rasakan apa yang ku rasa
Hati ini sakit dibohongi
Setiap kali kau tebar ribuan janji
Nggak pernah terbukti cuma mimpi

Kau taburkan bunga di angan-angan
Hingga jiwa ragaku melayang
Saat semua kembali, aku tersentak
Yang kurasa hanyalah kecewa
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maybe im gonna update again later...

zul, posted @ 7:12 PM

Thursday, April 29, 2004

to ppl whu r giving me problem at d moment: FUCK U!!

specially to dat "SUM1": FUCK U KPALA BUTO MOTHER FUCKER!!!!!!!!

FUCK OFF!!!

zul, posted @ 10:47 PM

Sunday, April 25, 2004

hmm.... yesterday wen to skool for english n malay oral... english oral so hard seh... especially d picture... d malay oral ok ar.... i read it as if im reading a news in d tv seh.... hehe... wen waiting for malay oral we played Murderer.... kecoh seh.... naseb baek cekgu tak confiscate our cards..... den after d oral sum ppl kena bantai bcoz of d game.... we wen to d space outside d gym... abeh tak pasal2 sume nyanyi "sayang menyayang..."(lagu sandarkan pada kenangan) joget skali plak tu.... haha.... so first to get bantai was akmal.... wen they started to bantai him... suddenly budak2 npcc march pass going to d npcc room.... diorang ternampak abeh tu jerit "berok!! berok!!!" pastu satu2 lari lintang pukang towards d toilet there abeh skali nampak cekgu rosnita plak.... "eh cekgu!! cekgu!!!" tros sume lari d other way plak..... haha!! belo seh.... den i dunno where to go i "step" wanna go toilet den cekgu tanyer diorang buat aper tu.... i said diorang main2 lah cekgu.... cekgu ckp main bunoh2 org ker fadli? so i said ntah lah cekgu.... den tros masok toilet... den wen cekgu dah jalan sume datang balek tu spot n continuesly bantai amal, quz den zul.... haha.... 1 more thing... b4 we take english oral... we sit at d waiting place n den quz n elmo nyanyi lagu jiwang.... abeh quz tanyer lagu janji padamu macam mane ar? elmo pon nyanyi ar... janji padamu~ but d funny thing is dat he sing wif other song's tune which is dekat padamu by yusry... haha.....

here is my latest photoshop project... its an undercover Lexus IS300... i name it as undercover coz it looks like a street racing car... i actuali put d SPF logo on d car but i remove it coz i dun wanna be sued by them.... for those ppl whu haf receive d SPF version pls keep it to urself n dun pass it around.... u got to b thankful coz it seems like a limited edition.... ;)

before:

after: added d police lights, spoiler, another exhaust, darken d wheel n lots of decals...

zul, posted @ 4:07 PM

Tuesday, April 20, 2004

blablabla~~~ my mum dah start nak buat baek wif me.... maybe she realise dat i was merajok wif her..... hmm..... eyes r getting stoned.... still havent start doing my geo homewerk.... so dats all lah..... heres d lyric for dis song..... its a punk n ska cover but i dunno wat group it is..... style rite.... im hooked wif punk covers songs at d moment... so maybe u ppl will be hearin lots other of my punk covers collection..... ;)

My Girl
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I've got sunshine on a cloudy day
And when its cold outside i've got the month of may

I've got sunshine on a cloudy day
And when its cold outside girl i've got the month of may
Oh i guess you'd say what can make me feel this way
My girl, talkin' 'bout my girl, my girl

I've got so much honey the bees envy me
I've got a sweeter song baby than the birds in the trees
Well i guess you'd say what can make me feel this way
My girl, talkin' 'bout my girl, my girl
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PuNk RaWKs!!!! hehe... bubye~~ take care~~ haf a nice day~~~

zul, posted @ 10:30 PM

Friday, April 16, 2004

weeee~~ im back wif updates~~~

hmm... let see wat happen in d past 2 days.... oh yah..... i got frustrated wif my mum..... but its my fault actuali... i ask for my n level exam fee late at nite after she got home from work... dat stupid mr lee lah.... he said haf to pay on thursday..... fcuk u! see wat happen.... bcoz of u i got scolding from my mum..... my mum dah binget den dier tros siap nak gi withdraw duit kat atm...... i went to my room... check d money dat i keep in my cupboard..... i haf $300.... its enuf... more than dat pon ader..... d fee is $280..... i told my mum juz use my money first lah so she dun need to go atm n withdraw her money.... 2morrow den withdraw n pay me back...... ishk.... dier buat bodoh..... dier kluar pegi withdraw jugak........ degil kan..... yuh lah... like me also per...... haiz.... binget seh..... b4 my mum went out, ****** call me.... she also heard my mum bising at me.... so she talk to me make me calm down.... while my mum went out i listen to my md wif max volume..... den skali ader lagu Perfect by Simple Plan plak.... alermak.... mcm nak nangis seh coz d song btol2 like related to my situation except for d song is refering to dad..... haiz..... dun wanna talk bout it animore... my mum dun wanna layan me.... watever!! sampai biler seh tak nak layan...... dudok serumah, takkan forever tak nak layan....
so nothin "special" happen yesterday n today.... i got bored n i did photoshop.... so here r d pics....

1st car, a Peugeot 407...

before:

after: lowering, babyblue paintjob, gold peugeot logo, red indicator, air vent, remove d black lining at d side, peugeot logo graphic, remove d rear door handle, add a rear door handle at d frame of the window, spoiler, new wheels n babyblue neon light...

2nd car, a Peugeot 307...

before:

after: lowering, grey paintjob, new bumper, air vent, new side skirt, my name in d license plate, spoiler, tinted rear light n new wheels....

dats all i got to say for now.... bubye~~ take care ppl~~

zul, posted @ 6:17 PM

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

weee~~~ change d song again... heres d lyric.... i update again maybe later... coz i haf d mood back to do photoshop....

Simple Plan - Addicted

I heard you're doin' okay
But I want you to know
I'm addic-
I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?
I try to make you happy
But you left anyway

[Chorus]
I'm tryin' to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never
Wanna do this again
Heartbreaker...

Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
Still addic-
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get to you
Do you think I deserve this
I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway

[Chorus]

How long will I be waiting
Till the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine

[Chorus]

zul, posted @ 6:55 PM

Sunday, April 11, 2004

haiz~~ change d song... coz i think dat dis song best suits me... heres d lyric....

Evanescence - My Immortal
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I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[CHORUS:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

[Chorus]

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i highlighted sum phrases coz its meaningful to me...

zul, posted @ 3:23 PM

argh~~!!!!! im so sick n fuck up wif sum ppl around me!!!!! no names mentioned... fuck lah!!!!!! "everything i do, i do it for u..." den wud u appreciate it?????? no mood sak!!!!! i wanna do photoshop juz to change my mind from thinkin bout dat matter also cannot siak........ fuck!!!! i cannot relax my mind seh............................... dis blog is d onli place where i can xpress my fucking feelings........ i felt like im so hopeless seh........ haiz~~~ HOPELESS!!!!!! H.O.P.E.L.E.S.S!!!!!!!!!!!! argh~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOPELESS!!! yeah.... dats me..... im d best example for those whu dunno wat hopeless ppl r.........
dun feel like doing homewerk seh............. but i think i shud..... coz maybe education is d onli thing which can change my fucking hopeless life...... but rite now i feel so hopeless.............. how am i going to study in dis way.......................sumbody plsssssss help me~~~~~~~~~~~~ ani1 whu could cure me maybe i will gif u a treat for ur lunch or dinner or juz a drink at coffeebean or watever.... argh!!!!!! i dun wanna talk bout it ani more lah.............. forget bout it....... "hold on... if u feel like letting go.... hold on.... it gets better than u noe....." maybe i shud juz hold on..... n hope dat it will get better..... but i haf been holding on for so long..... n nothin gets better..... or maybe i dun realize...... will it still gets better??? haiz~~~ every1 is not perfect.... but sum ppl may haf wat other ppl dun haf..... dats y life is unfair............ haiz~~~ im talking shit.......................

fuck off!!!!!!

zul, posted @ 12:40 AM

Thursday, April 08, 2004

haiz~~ im bored~~ im at home rite now trying to waste time till its time to go for sports day... my house so near dat stadium so dun need to go out early... hehe... haiyoh~ waiting for akmal to reply my msg so slow seh.... i call his hp but no answer seh........ haiyah~~ tunggu ni lagi satu budak call balek pon lambat seh.............. haiz~~

hari tu on monday got pe... kitorang main bola... shahidah also... haha... time tu shahidah n elmo same team den theres dis part wen shahidah throw in d ball to elmo... den elmo pass back to shahidah tros shahidah tendang kene kepale elmo.... wahahahahah~~~ den time melayu cekgu rosnita tegur elmo pasal baju... die tanyer asal baju tu mcm tak cuci... elmo ckp cuci... pakai chloRoc... ("r" pekat nyer...) skali cekgu ckp... oow patot lah tak puteh sebab pakai chloRoc.... lain kali pakai chloroc... muahahaha~~~

tadi kat skola diorang ckp ade anjing kat tingkat 2 seh.... tak nampak pon....
hmm... smalam gi achievers day... bile part speech jer tros boring seh... naek ngantok... naseb baek ade performance.... tapi tu pon boring jugak... gendang jer bole harap.... balek jer tros kelaparan seh.... my mum plak tak masak... haiz~~ so bored~~

btw... i was surfing the net about good charlotte yesterday n i was impressed to see dat d MADE CLOTHING they r wearing r actualli their own clothing.... they make their own brand of clothing... dats cool rite.... *clap hands for good charlotte*

dunno wat else to say.... heres d lyric to this song... its by new found glory.... dis song was also d soundtrack of robin hood's movie but sang by the original singer...

Everything I Do, I Do It For You
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Look into my eyes and you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart, search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth trying for
You can't tell me it's not worth dying for
You know it's true
Everything i do, i do it for you

Look into your heart and you will find
There's nothing there to hide
Take me as i am, take my life
I would give it all i would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fighting for
I can't help it there's nothing i want more
You know it's true
Everything i do, i do it for you

There's no love, like your love
And no other, could give more love
There's nowhere, unless you're there
All the time, all the way (yeah... woo!)

Can't tell me it's not worth trying for
I can't help it, there's nothing i want more
Yeah i would fight for you, i'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you, yeah i'd die for you

You know it's true
Everything i do, ohh i do it for you

zul, posted @ 12:27 PM

Monday, April 05, 2004

weeee~~ helo again... muahaha~~

haiz~ yesterday i burn dat video to cd den wen i watch it on tv... fuyyoooh~~ blur giler seh.... haiyah~~ haf to do everything all over again coz d quality dat i did b4 dis was bad... so i haf to increase d quality... me n my sis dah berangan jauh seh pasal ni vcd we r making... i think we r gonna make about 10 copies to distribute to our relatives both in singapore n in malaysia... hehe... kalau kitorang mata duitan bole buat business seh... haha... maybe $2 each... hehe... but nvm lah... sedare nyer pasal... takkan ngan sedare pon nak berkira kan....

yeah~~ my dad brought home donuts~~ weeee~~~ hahak~!!

hmm... last nite i look through my stuffs in my cupboard.... den found dis hari raya card from 1 of my bez fren.... hehe... i think fiqa n fiza shud noe whu it it... (shhhh~ diam2 tau... takmo blang org sape die...) ****** send me dat card last year... i didnt reali noe dat ****** wan to send me a hari raya card... i received it wen it is nearly going to hari raya so got no time to send a reply... so yesterday i found dat card n i was so touched wen i read it... hehe... even though i haf read it b4.... haiz~~ till now i still cant forget all those beautiful words.... *cair* hehe.... hope dat ****** will keep all the words ****** haf said in dat card.... if not i will be very disappointed seh...

hey~ did u ppl ever heard of d video clip of siti nordiana and achik spin where there is "sumthin scary" in d background??? i juz saw dat part of video clip dis afternoon.... u can watch it here.... if cant get access... go to sfogs.com n click on pictures... den click on "Pontianak In Malay VCD Karaoke"..... muahahaah~~~ so scary till i dunno how to describe.... hahak~~!!!

dats all~~ haf a nice day~~ take care~~ muahahaha~~

zul, posted @ 9:54 PM

Sunday, April 04, 2004

fuuyyoooh~~ dah 4 hari ku tidak meng-update ini blog... ish ish... padahal tak busy seh... hehe... juz doing a movie of my cousin's wedding.... im burning it to cd now... i haf no idea wats it gonna look like in d tv... hehe... hmm... so dat day on thursday i n zul follow akmal go cut his hair... fuuyyoooh~~ member buat mohawk ar.... dah fierce...~ tapi tak kene ar... rudeboy abeh rambot mohawk mcm punk.... aper ni??~~ haha.... i was thinkin of cutting my hair to mohawk also... but not now ar... maybe during d holidays.... tot of making a mohawk like d good charlotte vocalist... heres d pic...

btw... did u ppl noe dat good charlotte got their name from a children's story book.... hehe...

dats all~ c'ya~~ take care~~!!

zul, posted @ 8:20 PM