Love is when two hearts truly care for one another,
more than anything else in the world. Making you feel
like you are in heaven. Day and night, that
one person will always be in your mind.
Best of all,
love is when you make me have
a special place in your heart.
Friday, February 23, 2007
i'm still alive.. so don't worry...
zul, posted @ 12:59 AM
Sunday, January 21, 2007
im forcing myself to blog... interesting eh.. wth.... aniway.. very very very belated happy new year to all... hope it will be a better year den before.... i've never had a new year resolution before... coz i dun haf the confident to make them come true.... but not dis year i guess... so my resolution is dat i wanna pass my driving test on 5 July 2007!!! as for the rest let it be love, luck, perfect first date, i'll juz let fate do it's job.... its still a long way to go... but my heart is still longing for you....
aniway, i feel like my mum is not giving me much freedom... it happened when me, my sis n 2 of my cousins went for a night riding.... since my sis juz passed her driving license, we went for an outing at nite... went for supper and hang out.... den it was 3am, my mum sms me n asked wat time are we gonna get home... n she was being sarcastic asking if we were going home after Subuh or wat.... haiz..... n she even said dat was the first and the last outing.... cant believe she said dat seh...... i wud understand if i went out wif my frens n came home very late... but its juz me, my sis n cousins..... all family related... n no underage.... n its not like we do stupid things like drink alcohol or take drugs or go racing... we dun even wanna get ourselves in trouble.... haiz........
till the next post...
i miss you...
==================== Samsons - Kutemukan Cinta ==================== Seperti kau bahagiakan aku Seperti itulah kasihku kepadamu Sesungguhnya aku merindukan cinta Sampai kau hadir memberiku harap
[chorus] Kutemukan cinta Di palung hatimu Izinkanlah aku Untuk menyelami yang terdalam
Terangi jalanku Untuk menggapai cintamu Untuk kulabuhkan Separuh jiwaku hanya untukmu ====================
zul, posted @ 4:31 PM
Thursday, December 28, 2006
wanted to blog earlier.. but dunno y i've been doing other things instead... since im not working today, i've spent most of my time sleeping... n for those who've been wondering where am i working, im now part of the Bean family lah babe... hi Zul! welcome onboard~! haha!! wth... yea.. im now working as a barista at Coffee Bean, Cable Car Plaza outlet together wif dat manager's favorite twin crew... ;p working there is very tiring especially wen tourists flock by to dat area where the Sky Tower, Luge, Skyride, Butterfly Park, 4D Magix is.... so many attractions equals to soooo many ppl... but working there is fun lah.. get to learn new stuffs.... make new frens.. meet different type of ppl... free food n drinks... get paid... n get extra $5 everyday... haha!
best of all the crew is fun to work wif lah.... but im not sure bout Christ.. everyone been saying dat shes a strict manager... hmm.. i dunno... i've never work wif her around.... Nazera is nice... she taught me Ice Blended n Espresso & Brew.. im only done wif IB coz b4 dat Nurul taught me too... cant blame me y im still not done wif EB coz theres no time for me to learn.... dat place is totally busy everytime... n coincidently, Nurul is from ITE Dover taking IT too.... n same year! haha! no wonder she looks familiar eh... Afiq taught me IB too... even though he taught me wif nonsense "interpretation", i still got it in my head... Syaiful is ok too.... he taught me how to steam milk.... Afiq n Syaiful r from different outlet.. but they're still easy to mix around wif... next i met George, Premjit n Wira... George is from Philippines... n Prem is from Malaysia.... Wira live juz one block away from me... lol! George likes to look at beautiful women... Prem is also known as the singh from Usop Sontorian... as wat Nazera thinks bout him... hahaha~! n amazingly, Prem knows how to speak not only English n Punjabi, he also speaks Malay n Chinese... gd eh.... den i met Liza, juz an attached manager.. shes nice too... didnt talk much wif her but she made me pasta... hehe... next was Asari... dat big brother... haha! he likes to tease me... i dunno y.... n he told me dat he got a diploma in IT from Australia... entah betol ke tak eh.... den i met Ravi... another attached manager from Holland V outlet... usuali ppl might think dat a male manager will be strict... but Ravi is nice lah.... n he lives in JB lah seh.... everyday he goes to work he haf to go thru the checkpoint... n yesterday i met Keith n Kak Nana... Keith is friendly.... i can work easily wif him even though i juz met him for the first time... he tried making Belgian Latte i think n he made sum for me n Wira.... but it was too sweet lah... haha... Kak Nana is another attached manager from Fuji Xerox Towers outlet... i called her Kak Nana coz she keeps calling me adek n also her age is the same as my sis... heheee~
so these r the wonderful people i work wif... including Fiqa n Fiza lah.... no need to mention coz i've alreadi known u.... all so nice ppl... making it a fun place to work at....
so till den... another working day 2morrow.... n btw i still dunno y i always haf to do closing... haiz.....
i miss you!!
zul, posted @ 11:07 PM
Monday, December 18, 2006
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or Saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, youmight break theirs.
Have u ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you ?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger .
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.
* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
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found dat in one of the emails i got... n it got me thinking.... like y am i having all these weird feeling and dreams bout dat particular someone.. it must have been love rite...
dont u noe dat i care bout u more den anyone else except for my family.. dont u noe dat i think bout u every single day... dont u noe dat i miss u n i worry when u miss me too, but it hurts when u don't....
but after taking the risk, i still think dat things are still unclear.. i dun feel special even though i noe... sumtimes i feel like giving up... but letting go seems very hard.. time will tell i guess...
mungkin ada hikmah di sebaliknya...
"Bila yang tertulis untukku, adalah yang terbaik untukmu. Kan kujadikan kau kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku..."
================= Samsons - Bukan Diriku ================= Setelah kupahami aku bukan yang terbaik Yang ada di hatimu Tak dapat kusangsikan Ternyata dirinyalah yang mengerti kamu Bukanlah diriku ..
Kini maafkanlah aku Bila aku menjadi bisu kepada dirimu Bukan santunku terbungkam Hanya hatiku berbatas 'tuk mengerti kamu Maafkanlah aku..
[chorus] Walau ku masih mencintaimu Ku harus meninggalkanmu Ku harus melupakanmu Meski hatiku menyayangimu Nurani membutuhkanmu Ku harus merelakanmu
Dan hanyalah dirimu Yang mampu memahamiku Yang dapat mengerti aku
Ternyata dirinyalah Yang sanggup menyanjungmu Yang ramah menyentuhmu Bukanlah diriku.. =================
zul, posted @ 2:52 PM
Thursday, December 14, 2006
finally yesterday, my dad was at home for the nite... its not dat he ran away from home but he haf been working in the nite shift for bout more den a week.. n its nonsensical when he said dat he didnt get an off day.... wth.. n we actuali planned to go JB today since hes not working but postponed to Friday instead... dammit... i've alreadi planned to go out wif my frens on Friday!!
n finally, tests week is over!!! Phase Test was ok... Cisco's online exam was "good"... lol! Class Test was bad... very very bad.... i totally flunked dat one.... but wth.. its over! 2morrow the whole IT department will be having the End of Year Party... hahaha!! n den it will be the start of the boring holiday~~~!!! yea~~~ welcome to the boring parade!!!
ok! now guess wat!! while im typing dis away, my mum told me dat we're going to JB later..... haizzzzzz....................... i wonder y ppl cant decide properly.... nvm... i'll update more next time... coz i will haf LOTS of time during d holiday....
zul, posted @ 5:26 PM
Saturday, December 09, 2006
Cinta...Ada apa pada cinta? Memang semua manusia nak dibelai, dimanja, dikasihi, dicintai. Tapi sebenarnya ia menyakitkan. Dalam sekelip mata je kita kecewa. Tapi kekecewaan itu juga yg mengajar kita erti kehidupan. Memang seronok kalau dalam hati ada cinta.
Tiba-tiba je kita rasa kita suka seseorang tu. Cara dia bercakap, perangai dia... semua lah pasal dia kita suka. Kalau tak jumpa pun sehari hidup rasa tak sempurna. Semua benda yg kita buat tak kena. Tapi hidup kan penuh dengan pengorbanan.
Kadang-kadang dalam hidup ni sesuatu perkara yang berlaku tu tak pernah kita duga. Bila ia nak jadi, jadilah. Bila tak jadi, tak jadi lah. Hati dan perasaan satu perkara yg amat penting. Kita jumpa seseorang tu, kita suka pada dia. Tapi jodoh dan pertemuan Tuhan yg menentukan. Tapi nak buat macam mana kalau dalam hati ada cinta.
================== Samsons - Akhir Rasa Ini ================== Terlarut aku Dalam kesendirian Saat aku menyadari Tiada lagi dirimu kini
Sampai kapankah Aku mampu bertahan Tertatih aku jalani Semua kisah hidupku ini
[chorus] Tak akan terganti Setiap kenangan yang telah terukir Yang terendap indah Dan melekat di hati
Akankah berakhir Semua rasa/kisah yang telah tercipta Didalam benakku Dan didalam asa-ku ==================
zul, posted @ 2:38 AM
Thursday, November 30, 2006
finally its Thursday!!!!!! i've always waited for Thursday every week... coz there will only be 2 hours of skool! but its Networking n it starts early... from 9am to 11am.... but its still 2 hours!!! n den Friday another 2 hours of WAD(Web Applications Development) n 1.5 hour of XS1 (dat is PE).. unlike other weekdays, skool starts in the afternoon n end at 5 or 6pm... n i dun reali favour long hours of Networking....
i juz did sumthin silly.. got home arnd 12pm... n den i wen to sleep arnd 1pm.. by dat time, my mum had gone for work n so im alone at home.. woke up arnd 6pm.... n it was raining very heavily.. n guess wat... found out dat the windows are opened!! so....... the room and the kitchen was wet! i actuali heard thunders b4 i fell asleep.. but silly me, i didnt close the windows.... n luckily the rain didnt spoil those fan, radio, tv n vcd player which is by the window in my room...
i've been waiting for my dad to tell me dat his friend is able to be my driving instructor since the day i passed my BTT... but habuk pun takde! haiz.....
"It is better to dream about a love because that way you'll always be together. And that love will always be forever."
Zulfadli. 18 years old. 28 October 1988. ITE West(Dover).
This blog is mine and you can't do anything about it. I type what I want in here. Everything is 100% facts. It's up to you to read and believe it or not. If your're offended by any of my entry, I apologise for that because everything I type here is about my thoughts and feelings.
WISHLIST
DRIVING LICENSE!!
new videocam
wallet
128mb transflash memory card for hp (i got a new phone instead!!)
